Neoncon

Chapter 4

"Matt" I moaned as he kissed my neck. "I just love you so much" he whispered between kisses. I turned off the lights but I could still see his beautiful, shiny body. I unzipping my bathing suit top and he slipped it off of me. "Close the curtains" I giggled as I backed off of him. I didn't want one of the guys to sneak up on us.

"Now where were we"Matt said sitting with his back against the back board. I climbed and straddled his legs. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled my body closer to his. We kept making out and wouldn't let go.

We started to get tired and we broke apart the kiss. I laid back and Matt laid next to me. "Why are you so hot" Matt asked. "Why are you" I claimed.

We cuddled all night and kissed a lot. I was a virgin and I didn't have a plan to lose my virginity but when it happens it happens and I want Matthew to take it. Could be a day or could be a year.***

I woke up and Matt was still sleeping so I went and took a shower. Then I changed into my bikini and a white crop top and some regular jean shorts on over.

I went onto the balcony and got some morning sunshine. "Finally you have 'some' clothes on" someone said. I tired around and it was Taylor. "Yeah will you don't have much clothes on now" I told him. He was shirtless in his. I stepped in. Honestly, he looked so damn hot. I grabbed his head and kiss him. "What are you doing" he asked while trying to smile. "Sorry, I just couldn't resist" I giggled walking back into my room.

I bumped into someone as walking into my room and I knew I was in for trouble. Matt just saw me kiss Taylor after last night. "Matt I'm so sorry" I felt like crying. I turned around and it was actually Amy. He was still sleeping. "Oh my god you just saw that huh" I asked. "Yeah but I'm not going to say anything" she started. "Not say anything about what" Matt woke up. "Girl stuff" Amy quickly replied. "Oh, good morning babe" he said getting up and kissing me.

"We'll talk later" she snapped. I got worried and didn't know how to feel. Matt and I had an amazing timeast night and I love him but every since Taylor kissed me the other day, I have started to regrow feelings for him.

"So baby, our first show is tonight" I said sitting on Matthews lap. "I know, I'm excited. We are going to crazy since we haven't played with the paint in a while. We can't use it in rehearsals right now" he added. "We have rehearsals right now" I screamed. "Yeah you didn't know that. It was sent on the group message" Matt pointed out. "I haven't checked my phone" I chuckled And checked it.

I had lots of messages and right not Taylor was texting me.

Taylor: So you have second thoughts about us?

I didn't know what to tell him because I don't want to say the truth. But I do want him to kind of know.***

"I'm so tired" I said laying on the stage outside. "Get up we have loads of work to do before tonight" Aaron said kicking me. "Help me up please" I out my arms out so he can grab me. Aaron used to like me Taylor told me. He is cute but to young for me.

"Why do we have to do this should it be done" Johnson yelled. "Right" I yelled also. "That's why your my bud" he chuckled.

We weren't suppose to touch the paint but I put a paint bomb in Shawn's pocket. "Get this on vine" I told Nash. We all knew it was coming and then it exploded. "What the hell! I thought we can't use paint" Shawn stammered. "Who did that" Chad looked pissed. Every pointed to me. "Sorry I just thought it was funny" I giggled. He got the paint hose and sprayed me by surprise. "Ohhhh my god" I screamed. Everyone laughed and I kind of thought everyone was in on it.

We stopped using the paint so we had enough for tonight. "I need to freakin take another shower" I said trying to get the paint out if my hair. "Your so cute" Matt smiled. "I'm serious. I am mad" I grunted. All he did was laugh. I got into a car with Cameron as a driver, I was in passenger and Nash, Taylor, Mahogany, Maya, and Gilinsky. I put my phone on the AUX cord and played Don't You by Sage the Gemini. It was my favorite song then.