Neoncon

Chapter 18

Airplanes started to annoy me. I was always flying somewhere. Nothing got any better with Matt and I. Yeah, I felt like I punched him in the face but I already showed I was week. Taylor and I have talked a lot but we weren't going to get back together. Amy left. Everything else has been fine.

Dillon and I had sex on the bus but that's the last time I saw him. I haven't seen him on the plane.

"I love Nashville" Jack G said as we walked into the airport. "Ew, I don't there is nothing to do here at all" I laughed. "We all have photo shoots" Shawn said. "Buts that's work not fun" I advised. "Have you talked to Matt" Jack whispered into my ear. "Not really" I spoke regularly. "Do you like Dillon" Shawn whispered into the other ear. "No we are just friends!"

"Where are we staying" I asked the group. "Why does it matter" Matt didn't even look at me. I rolled my eyes.

We all followed Chad to the busses once again and then got back in and it drove off.

Matt was on my mind. I really wanted to just ask him why he is acting so stupid. Maybe I just wanted to be with him again. I missed my real boyfriend. Someone I could cuddle and love with everyone knowing.

I opened the curtain on his bunk. "Can we talk" I asked. "Seriously" he groaned. "Yeah. We could go in the living room" I suggested. "Fine" he was pissed.

I say in the couch and he sat near me. "Your bruise looks better" I tried to smile but I couldn't. "Cut the shit" he kissed me. He tugged at my shirt but I moved his hand to my ass. Matt made me straddle his legs. "I miss you" I whispered between the kisses. He didn't talk. "I followed your rules and I got you like I wanted you" Matt took off his shirt. "We can't do this! Not here and not now" I whispered. "Your right" he kissed me one last time before I got off of him.

I bit my lip and watched him walk away. Once he got in his bunk I got into mine.

Did that just really happen? I smiled and got ready for a night in Central Park with my friends. I wore a big tie-dye shirt and back quarter length leggings. I threw my straight hair I to a ponytail. "Can I wear your black converse" I asked Kylie. "Seriously" she handed them to me.

"You look so cute I'm jealous" Maya frowned. "Your almost wearing the same thing I am" I hit her arm. She rolled her eyes. I walked out of the bus and sat on the street because I was bored.***

"Matt kiss me" a girl said. She was all over him. She was a fan I could tell but she was annoying me badly. "C'mon I love you much" she grabbed his face. I crossed my arms in annoyance. "We can kiss" someone whispered into my ear. "Really Dillon" I giggled. "Why not" he grabbed me. Matt looked over and Dillon started to kiss me. "Ohhhhh damn" Taylor screamed pointing at us. "Was that good" Dillon asked. "Not enough" I smiled and kissed me again. I wrapped my arms around him and played with his hair. "Thank god your short like me" I joked.

"Give me a piggy back because I'm tired" I groaned leaning into his body. "Fine" Dillon groaned back. He squatted and I jumped on.***

"Everyone better be up early for the meeting" Chad said. Everyone was sitting on the lobby couches of a hotel so Chad can tell us about our schedules here in New York. "Now everyone get your room keys and we will see you in the morning" I decided to stay with alone. Most people were so it wasn't weird.

"Need help carrying your stuff" Matt came into the same elevator as me. "No but you can ride with me I guess" I kind of laughed. The door closer and I was up on the twenty-first floor.

"Why did you kiss him right in front of me?" "What" I asked. "Why did you kiss Dillon when I was right there" Matt growled. "I really didn't kiss him but it's not your business." "Yeah it's my damn business to know why my girl is kissing other guys!" "A girl was all over you" I exclaimed. "She's a fan! I can't help it! I'm not going to be rude" he stomped his foot. "We can't be together Matt! We are always fighting and were to young! I-" "Your right. Amy has been asking about me anyways" he smirked. "You can't go to her" I shouted. "Maybe you shouldn't go to people I have to see everyday! Stop being a slut" I got to my floor and immediately walked out.

Why would Matt call me a slut? That's so fucking rude when a guy calls a girl that. It's so wrong. I started to cry. "I'm sorry I didn't mean that" he yelled as the elevator door closed. Yeah I knew I was acting slutty but I didn't need to be told by someone I loved.

I ran to my room and quickly got in.

I had to call my sister. She was really someone I can talk to.

"Carli I know it's the middle if the night in San Francisco but I need to talk" I cried into the phone. "I just got to my house anyways" she laughed. "I don't want to be here anymore!" "Why not I thought your with your best friends and your boyfriend" she asked. "I love Matt but I can't be with him" I explained everything at we have been through and told her about Dillon. "Why don't you come home for a few days? Chad would let you" she asked. "I can't let my fans down! That's rude" I exclaimed. "They will probably get another chance to see you! Come stay with me for two days" Carli sounded so excited. "I'll see but anyways what should I do in the meantime" I questioned. "Stay away from Matt! You better listen to me" she chuckled. Hopefully I would!

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authors note:

Very short chapter! I'm so sorry! hope you guys are liking! Next chapter is going to be a bit confusing do be ready! What's a ship name for Becca and Dillon? Do you even ship them?

hope you like it!!!!