Hwayugi (One Shots)

Love Me Or Kill Me END

His nightmares haunt him every single night.

He'd wake up screaming in the middle of the night, breathless as he'd scanned around the room to see if there were enemies still trying to kill him. Memories of his painful past was catching up to him, all those inhumane experiments that were done on him before being liberated from the hands of the enemy. How Jin Seon Mi lived through all that for many years was beyond him. Son Oh Gong could barely survive that in less than a week.

Oh... Jin Seon Mi." he thought to himself as she came to his mind. Guilt ate him up as he remembered nearly killing her while under the drug. He had wanted to kill her so much, hatred filled his heart towards her and he did not even know why.

He had nearly killed the woman he loved and for the life of him, he knows that he could never forgive himself if anything would have happened to her because of him. After the rescure operation, they did not talk much nor did she try to which Son Oh Gong was grateful. Heaven knows how he could not even look at her in the eye right now especially after what he did to her.

Son Oh Gong has sleepless nights, mainly because of his nightmares that kept haunting him and tonight was not an exception...

Only it is because when he woke up, his hands were wrapped around at someone's small neck. His eyes widened in shock as he immediately looked up to see who he is strangling and to his horror, it was someone that he had vowed to never hurt again. Her hands were on his, not exactly trying to get away from his death grip. But her eyes were brimming with tears as she tried to catch her breath.

"Jin Seon Mi...." his voice was shaking. He lets go of her and like a bolt of lightning, he gets as far away as he could from her. Hands running through his hair, head shaking in disbelief.

"I...I'm so sorry." He whispered, not sure if she could hear him. His heart was pounding so badly, he wanted to throw up as his mind was still reeling. Son Oh Gong has done It again, he had once again tried to kill her.

"Son Oh Gong..." he sees her walk towards him, voice so calm like she had not just been strangled. She comes closer but he visibly flinches and gets away from her. His emotions were running high, a big part of him still wanted to kill her but somehow the smaller part of him was winning.

"Don't come any closer!" he yells; beads of sweat were rolling of his forehead, his eyes bloodshot red. He does not dare touch. He doesn't deserve the right.

Jin Seon Mi shook her head vigorously, tears escaped from her eyes, "Jebal...."

Before he knew it, he was being cradled by her gentle yet strong arms. Jin Seon Mi held him tight as he placed side of his to her chest, her hand gently running through his hair. For the first time in fifteen years, Son Oh Gong lets himself cry.

"Sshh.... It's okay... you're okay." Jin Seon Mi whispered in his ear and held him tight as he slowly falls asleep again.

Son Oh Gong's eyes bolt up open, his chest was heaving, out of breath once again.

Was he just dreaming?

Did that really happen?

Son Oh Gong could not contemplate whether it really did as he felt two arms wrap around his waist. He stilled and carefully turned his back.

There laying next to him well actually spooning him, was none other than the woman who occupies his mind 24/7.

Jin Seon Mi who was sleeping soundly.

He could hear the water running from the toilet. He remembers not turning it on so that just meant one thing. It was the woman beside him who turned it on. He smiled at the thought that his advice became a habbit of hers.