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January 5

Winwin and Yuta hyung took me to the mall today and it was fun. We clicked a lot of pictures together. Well actually...they made me take a lot of 'fake candies' of them. But I didn't mind. They were a really cute couple. This is one of the pictures;

Oh my god! This was the guy I met at dinner

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Oh my god! This was the guy I met at dinner. Yuta! Why didn't I read this page before going down.

January 15

School is killing me.

Haechan and Mark broke up AGAIN! Chenle got detention for pranking our English teacher.

Nothing interesting happens in my life hehe.

No kidding bro.

February 14

Today was Valentine's day. Also our History teacher's birthday. Why did I mention this? Because he spent one hour telling us how his boyfriend Taeyong surprised him at midnight and stuff. Teachers. SMH. Oh well, Jeno took me out for ice cream today. It was fun. And we exchanged chocolates too. Best Valentine's day ever.

March 5th

Today was a horrible day. I just found out that I have Kidney Cancer. I haven't told Jeno or any of my friends yet. Only Yuta and my brother knows. I hope I don't die. I can't die.

But you did. This is so messed up.

April 25th

The cancer is not slowing down, it's only getting worse. Why is this happening to me? Just when I thought I would have a good life? I'm starting become weaker and paler every day and now Jeno has noticed it. I can't tell him about my condition. But it would be unfair if I didn't tell him too. What do I do?!

May 31st

I'm at the final stage now. This disease. This annoying problem has spread faster than expected only when I wanted it to slow down! I will be transferred to the hospital tomorrow. I hope something will be done to save me. I don't want my parents to be sad, my brother, my friends, my Jeno.
Winwin promised not to tell Jeno that I would be at the hospital. I hope he doesn't find out.

And that was the last page of this diary. I got a few questions answered. But now I feel bad. Why am I living this guy's life instead of him? Is this what Renjun would have wanted?
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 Why am I living this guy's life instead of him? Is this what Renjun would have wanted?------------------

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