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I immediately went to the letter addressed to Winwin. I was already creeped out with the chits and the diary. I took the paper out of the unsealed envelope and saw the paper folded in three halves. It was long! So here we go,

Dear Winwin,

I hope you find this. If you did I have already passed away. Don't throw this out yet, read it through. I want you to know the truth. The truth about my death. The truth about every thing!

I know that Jeno told you I had cancer, yeah I know that is what I wrote in my other diary which was kept in my wardrobe which I am sure you had already found by now. Jeno assumed I had cancer when I went to the hospital that one day which was kinda stupid because if I did I would have made it a huge deal, but I couldn't tell the truth then. I was too scared. That's why I went along with it. I knew you couldn't come to the hospital and visit cuz of your exams, that way the doctors wouldn't tell you the truth too. But I am sure Jeno kinda knew what was going on, or he was just plain dumb. But now, instead of dragging this on, I didn't die because of cancer. It was just a suicide. Overdose of pills and slow inhalation of these weird gases, I don't know I just searched it up online and how to do it. I didn't want an immediate one, just a slow one so that you all wouldn't think I died on purpose. But I thought you deserved to know this.

Why did I do this? Because of the builder pressure by LEE JENO. I know it sounds dumb. You know what he did, you know how he controlled my life. You know I had tried to break up with him and he never allowed me to do so, and the worst part, you supported him too. You said it's all part of a relationship. It was too much for me to handle and not as silly as it sounds. You don't know how much I had to go through.

I am sorry. I had to do this. I love you.

Renjun.
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I'll give a double update on Saturday cuz my exams will be done by then

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I'll give a double update on Saturday cuz my exams will be done by then.

Hope you liked this chapter. Love you loads.

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