Thoughts

distracting

I want to get away
You are distracting me
Even it's good for me
I wanna get away
I feel that it's good for me
But it would push me in the wrong direction
I want to focus on my dreams
But you make me fade away
My destination
it fades away
You dont even know
I have to choose
I can't reach something
When you stop me
But you dont know
That you are distracting me
It hurts
'Cause nobody knows
That i feel like this
It's like the times before
But now i can't choose
when i lose you
Who would still know who i am
Who would understand
I don't wanna choose
I've got myself in this pain
But when i try to go on
I lose my focus
Maybe you aren't the reason
But something i can blame
I don't know what it is
But it shouldn't stop
'Cause i need it
however it feels