Thoughts

last goodbye

[Sad content?]

The beautiful written words that gonna be my last.

They are written in the most beautiful draft I know.

The last letter I'll write.

I wanted you to be the one who knows my last thoughts,the one who knows me The best.

My farewell.
The last goodbye.

Our friendship should have been forever,
But now I am forever gone.

I promise not to forget you.

I was afraid that you'd forget me, but now I hope you'll.

(I became the person with depression ,even though I told you I'll always be happy)

I told you so many things that had once been true,
Now I regret it 'cause the truth became untrue.

I told you so many things.
I was crazy , this time I am quiet-
Like a new person no one knows.

I promised to always tell you what I feel, today it's too late.

I'll tell you with my last goodbye.

I want to keep at least one promise,when I broke what I said so many times.

I am sorry, I needed so much time.

And today I am here ,writing you the last goodbye.

I am sorry for not telling you, it's not your fault-
my friend , the one who became my family.

Thank you.

My last congrats,for your next birthday, next holiday, for everything you celebrate.

My friend, you were one of the best things I've ever had.

Thank you.

And please don't forget.

Forgive me, forget me,
your life will go on.

I am the one who causes you pain.
But please , let it heal and forget who I was.

Thank you ,

Goodbye