Thoughts

sick

I wouldn't mind
If i should die
Why do you still care
When i gave up already
You don't know
But you try to heal me
All the reasons
Which you think 'caused my behavior
I hold my tears
When every word of you is wrong
You see me wrong
That's not me
Why do you believe i could be like this
Even i would go to a million doctors
A million psychologists
Who shall know my problem
When you don't even see
That it's only the life
That is pain for me
I'm unrest
You think I'm ill
But i keep a secret
I'm tired
You think i went to bed late
But i cried
My scars
You think it's a cut from a paper
You don't know me
Since a long time
I don't want to go here
There
To know what's my illness
Don't you see
I don't care if i die
It doesn't matter what i have
Life will pass by
So let me here
You don't even know what i hide
Of course
You only care about me
But I've lost my sense
I lost my will
I don't wanna know if I'm ill
'Cause i know
That it wouldn't matter
When it's only in my mind

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[Life hurts ;)
But that's ok.
We should see it as a challenge.
Giving up is too easy , isn't it?
If any of you got problems , you can write me , I will listen]