Thoughts

IRDK

Cold shadows flowing all over your back
I am your desire
I make you beg

I wish you wouldn't fall for my lie
But all fall for the style of my life

Everyone is dedicated to me
I know I am a sin
But please babe keep it goin'
Implore me to give you attention

I am the one who makes you feel tension
But your love was not my intention

I am pain within
If you try to follow my rhythm

I am a sin
But I love how they all try to come in
How they can't see the truth

They became blind
I am toxic
dressed up like an innocent depending person
A person who seems too kind

Oh yeah they're fools
I love to play my game

'Cause all I can do is to win

While each of them loses ,but their wish is fullfilled
Spending time with me

If I couldn't control
They're confidence would be killed

They're nothing besides me
That's how it seems
But their love filled eyes make it easy for me

No one sees what's behind

I know this game I call mine
Will be my end after some time
But I am here to live it
Maybe I became numb to leave it
I am not better than the rest
I've just become a chessman for life

I am a sin
I make them fall
And if I rise I leave them alone
'Cause they shouldn't be as lonely as I have become

My life is empty
The figures just fill the void

I have to end the game
But then I'll lose
I am stuck in a course
In another curse

I am the sin
I love to win
I love my game
No matter what someone ever dared to say

I am toxic
I am poison
Yeah I am not good
But I make them happy

I am just like life plays
Unfair and cruel,
But in the end they all want to be immortals.