The Last Light

Die In Your Arms (11)

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I knew it was the only way so I decided it was worth it.

Even though my tears were falling I wiped them away and managed to stand straight. I knew that this would cost me a lot, what I was going to say. But I had to face it, I didn’t have many choices.

“Jeremy I don’t know how I can make you understand but…”

I again stopped for a moment weighing my words. Trying to form them before I spoke.

 The weather had changed suddenly to match my mood. The wind was howling and lightening crashed. I could hear the sound of rain falling on the roof. Jeremy was showing no emotions. He just stood looking at me, waiting for me to speak.

So I continued.

“All I know is if you walk out that door, I kill myself.”

Did I just say that?

I couldn’t believe I had just that. But I knew I was serious. This time I had no choice. I couldn’t live with heartbreak. This was no fairytale with a happy ending. If I wanted one I had to try for it. But my efforts had no effect whatsoever on Jeremy.

 For the first time, I had no fear I felt no guilt in saying what I had said. I knew I was damn serious.

And Jeremy knew it too.

He must have seen it in my eyes because he looked surprised but he tried not to show it. It was hard that he would believe me.

The helpless, fragile Alison Grace.

Jeremy waited a second before saying anything.

“I don’t care, you do what you want and I will do what I want. It’s over.”

His reply sent shocks through my body. I was surprised but I waited for some sort of  hope.

Jeremy this walked out and just before slamming the door, added.

"Alison Grace, If you care about Dylan Stiles so much you should know that he doesn't spend nights thinking about you."

And he walked out, slamming the door behind him. The sound of the door slamming, was to much for me. I cringed and fell on to my knees. All the energy drained away from me. I could  not move, I closed my eyes. Tears dripping on to my cheeks, my heart in pain.

Suicide.

I had never really thought about it because it had always frightened me. I had never had the reason to think about it. Even though life had never really been easy on me.

I had lived happily up till  now and there had never a been moment in my life where I had ever been broken and dishearted enough to think about suicide. I had never been so helpless as I was now.

Me. Alison Grace had always had everything. My parents had tried to give me everything I wanted. I had lived a happy, healthy childhood along with my brother, Kevin.

I had always thought that life was a piece of cake. That it would always revolve around little things such as crying over broken toys and fighting with Kevin.

But soon I had realized that life was not what I expected it would be.

As I had made my way into my teens I had found out that life was very hard on weak people. I had seen relatives pass away, friends turn into foes and people who I thought cared turn away.