Taming The Beast (Ruthless Series #1)

Kabanata 29

Madaling araw, nagising ako sa ingay ng makina ng kotse na nanggagaling sa labas. Immediately, napatingin ako sa bintana sa kwarto ko. There I saw my mother.

I feel a pang on my chest on the sight of them. From here I can see how my mothers shoulders shake. Nanginginig ito nangangahulugan ng labis na pag-iyak nito.

Gusto kong bumababa at sumbatan ang lalaking bumaba sa kanyang sasakyan. There I saw the first man I loved. My daddy.

Bumalik ang panngin ko kay mommy. Umiiyak itong tumakbo papunta kay daddy na sinalubong nya mula sa gate ng bahay namin.

My mother is hugging my father while crying. From my 20/ 20 vission, kita ko kung pano aluin ni Daddy si mommy habang yakap nya ito sa mga bisig nya.

Nanlamig ang tiyan ko habang pinapanuod ang walang humpay na paghagulgol ng mommy ko. My mother is cying again and I can't do anything about it. I want to wipe her tears but I know, she needs my father the most to do it for her.

I bit my lip as a tear fell from my eye. My mother loves my father so much.

I wipe the tears falling from my eyes, before I find my phone and call Lucas.

Sa loob ng tatlong ring ay sinagot na nya ito. I gulped at hindi na napigilan ang mga luha ng marinig ang boses nya.

"Hello, Lev?"

"L-lucas, how's my Kenzie?" I asked him habang pinupunasan ang luha.

"L-lev ae you alright? Umiiyak kaba?" I can hear the concern out of his vioice.

Huminga ako ng malalim bago nagsalita.

"N-no... I'm fine I just want to talk to my baby. Y-you know I miss him..." sabi ko sa nababasag na boses.

"A-are you sure?" he asked.

"Y-yes... so please let me hear Kenzie please..." I asked while hugging my self.

Years of being away can't still remove all the pain and betrayal that I felt before. I can still feel how it hurts and broke me. I thought I already forget eveything but I'm wrong. Masakit pa rin pala.

I closed my eyes as I heard my son's voice.

"Play... m-mommy..." I heard from the other line.

Tinakpan ko ng kamay ko ang bibig ko para pigilan ang ingay ng pag-iyak ko na marinig sa kabilang linya.

My son calls me mommy for the first time. How I wish that I am infront of him hering him say the word mommy. It makes my heart warm. I am now crying because of happiness, sadness and guiltyness.

I should have been there during the first time he called me 'mommy' but I'm not there with him.

' I'm sorry son, mommy is not there for you.' I aid without a voice.

"Leviathan? Are you still there?" ani ni Lucas sa kabilang linya. I sighed.

"I'm fine. Let me talk to Kenzie please." May maliit na ngiti na sa aking mga labi.

"M-mommy..." he said na nag patulo na naman sa mga luha ko.

"H-hi baby..." Nanginginig ang boses kong sabi. Mommy missed you." I said with a sob. Hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili ko.

"Mityutu." I heard him say na sinusundan ang salita ni Lucas. Natawa na lang ako habang pinapahid ang luha sa mga mata ko.

My little angel missed me too. I closed my eyes and speak. "I love y-you, baby."