Limerence

Chapter 2 (M)

⚠️warning⚠️ Explicit sexual acts. Proceeds at your own risk.

6 Months before Blackpink's Debut

Jisoo's POV

My aunt bought a new apartment. She asked me to check her place because she got some important delivery boxes for her work. She said her neighbor was a boy group. She asked me to help her since she knows I'm not going to go crazy over them. She told me she was on a holiday trip with her family to Jeju Island. But she gave me some problems.

She didn't know who the boy group is. She also forgot to tell me which one was hers. She only said there were only two units on one floor. Okay. I just hope her neighbor will be nice to me if I knocked on the wrong door.

My other problem is I tried to call her but she didn't pick up her phone.

I was frustrated because she didn't answer my phone. I was also tired because I just finished my schedule for today. It was almost midnight when I arrived at her apartment.

I went to her mailbox in the lobby and took all her boxes. I also found her card for me to unlock the door inside her mailbox.

I went to the elevator and pressed her floor number. I laughed when the elevator door opened. Shocked was an understatement. It was hilarious.

I saw a guy laying down on the floor. Half his body was already inside his apartment and the rest of it was outside. He wore a cap and a mask so I can't really see who it was. How can he pass out like that with the door opened? It was clear that he was drunk.

I went inside my aunt's apartment and put the boxes near her door. I locked the door and then I saw the guy again. He was still there. Laid down on the floor. I was curious so I went to see who it was. I could smell alcohol from his body. I opened his mask.

Chaeyoung and Jennie always said 'curiosity killed the cat'. I should have to listen to them. I felt like I got hit by lightning.

My aunt bought a new apartment and her neighbor is BTS. The man laid down on the floor is Jin.

What should I do? Should I help him? They weren't going to let him like this if his members were inside, right? What should I do? The door was opened. It was dangerous. Would I be a bad person if I left him like this?

It wasn't like I didn't know him, I know who he is. But..... what should I do? If his private fans found him like this, he would be in a very very bad situation. What if I did something like this in the future and when someone found me, they decided to left me there? Not that I was planning to drink alcohol until I passed out like him. I need to say goodbye to my career in a second if I did something like this.

Alright! Just help him, Jisoo. You're a nice person. You're not a bad person.

I tapped his cheek, he didn't wake up. I shake his shoulder, he still passed out. I called his name, no response. I did all of those at the same time, he still dead on the floor.

I decided to bring him inside the apartment by myself. I don't know if that's the right thing to do but that's what I'm going to do. I don't even know if I have the energy to do it myself.

I put his hand on my shoulder. I was successfully pull up half of his body but his legs were still dangling on the floor. I put him on the floor before I locked the door. The lock was already on the door. I think he passed out after he unlocked the door.

My bag was falling down my shoulder so I left it there on the floor near the door.

I saw their living room. The coffee table at the living room was pushed to the wall. So there was an empty space between their couch and television in front of it. I picked him up again and laid him there.

I was about to get the hell out of there but he grabbed my wrist. I yelped with his sudden move. I was half standing when he tugged my hand. I lost my balance. I fall face-first into the floor. I fixed my position until I was sitting down. I rubbed my forehead. I'm going to have a mark from it.

I turned my head to look at him. He was awake. His eyes were wide open. His eyes were watching me with intensity. He already sits down close to me. Before I explained to him about our situation, he pecked my lips.

My eyes went wide. It happens so fast. I think I lost my mind because my body has frozen. I opened my mouth to say I'm going to go home but he put his mouth on me again. It lasts longer than the peck. He puts his thumb to my chin until I gave him an opening. He sucks my lower lips. I gasped. That was a wrong move on my part. I shouldn't gasp. I should have kept my lips real tight. Because when he puts his tongue in the mouth, I was gone. My muscle in my body went loose in second. He moved my body until I was sitting on his lap.

I kissed my ex-boyfriend, don't get me wrong. The way they moved their lips is way different than him. Kim Seokjin can kiss a statue into submission.

The way he moved his tongue, made me weak. He caresses my inner mouth using his tongue gently. Real slow. It feels like he wants to savor the moment. He makes me feel like I've never been kissed before. It feels arousing but also comforting. It was a weird feeling.

Totally different from the way his hands move. His hands were everywhere. He touches my body with desperate movements. I couldn't put my mind together. The way he moves was messing with my brain.

I know I should go. I know he probably will not remember this the next morning. I know I should push him away. I know all of it but I didn't stop him.

He puts some pressure behind my neck with his right hand. His other hand was rubbing my thigh moving toward the area between my legs. Once he got there, he puts his finger inside of me. His movement wasn't gentle at all. The rougher he gets, I was losing myself even more. He added another finger and his rhythm was getting faster. I want to scream but he shuts me up with his gentle movement inside my mouth. My body was totally at his mercy.

He knows I was close so his finger moved faster. He stopped a second right before I come. He puts his fingers into my mouth. I licked his fingers clean from me. He watches me doing that. Once it's clean, he pulls out his finger from my mouth.

He laid me down on the floor. I watched him pulling down his pants. Once he was done with his pants, he puts his hands beside my head.

The moment our eyes connected, I can only his eyes. His eyes are so intense that I can't look away from it. Nobody ever looks at me the way he sees me right now. At that moment, I know I'm ruined. At that moment, I know I gave him my heart.

He puts his length inside of me. He was so big and long. I need to hold my breath. He puts himself inch by inch. It was so slow. I thought it was torture. He doesn't even wince. He looks at me the whole time. Our eyes never lost their connection.

His hips moved so slow at first. He puts my legs circling his waist, he started to move faster. He was moving his hips so fast. I thought my head was going to explode. The faster he gets, the closer he gets. We got our climax together. I arched my back.

After he can get his breath controlled, he put his weight on top. He put his head deep into my hair. Inhaling my scent. He started to nibble my ear for a minute. Then I felt his weight on me was getting heavier. His breath was also slower.

I pushed his body from on top of me until he was laying down beside me. He was already sleeping.

I exhale. I feel somehow I was holding my breath the whole time he was awake.

I grabbed my bag on the floor and getting myself out of there. When I was trying to get myself a taxi, I saw his members arrived at their lobby apartment. They didn't saw me because I was leaning behind a wall. For some reason, my legs were shaking so I need the wall for support.

I felt my phone vibrating on my hand. I just got a message from Lisa.

From: Lisa
Unnieeeee... where are you? Hurry!! I bought a chicken. Chaeyoung already ate half of it.

Once I was home, I found my blood on my underwear. I also realized that he didn't use any protection. Two weeks later, I got my period.

I know I made a bad decision.