Limerence

Chapter 21

Jisoo's POV

Junmyeon brought me to a nice restaurant. The restaurant was one of the hidden places in Seoul. There are a lot of places like that in Korea. We just need to find a way to discover it. We can find some delicious food in those hidden places.

After we ate our dinner, I said I got to treat him for a cup of coffee at the coffee shop next door. There is this trend in Korea lately, you got to have a coffee drink and a dessert after you eat some food in a different place. I just feel the need to pay him back after our dinner.

If it was Seokjin, we will skip the dessert and straight to the bed. Maybe if Seokjin and I were a little bit conventional in our relationship, we will definitely eat some dessert. Seeing that we both love to eat.

Junmyeon is different from Seokjin in some way. He is more calm and grounded. Seokjin can be calm and serious if he wants to. I always thought that Seokjin wants us to be happy and he had always wanted to be himself when he was with me. Hanging out with him was almost give me the same feeling as Lisa. Chaotic. But Lisa is more obedient than him. Seokjin can be out of control sometimes.

Meanwhile, Junmyeon is attentive. He shows me that he is interested in knowing me at some deeper level. He asked me a lot of questions about me, my members and my family.

I felt that Seokjin was holding himself back when he was with me. It hurts me to realize that. I will open myself to him if he did the same to me.

"Do you like it?" Junmyeon asked me while I was trying the cake that we bought.

"It's alright," I said as I eat the cake.

"Let me taste it." He said. He grabbed the fork that was in my hand and slicing the cake. He eats the cake with the same fork that I used. "You're right. It's not good but not bad either."

"I think it's the-" Someone caught my attention. He was passing by our table. Seokjin's brother is here.

Junmyeon looked at me then he throws his glance at the same guy. "Who is he? You look at him like you just saw a ghost."

"Yeah. A ghost from my past. He is BTS Jin's older brother." I told him honestly.

"Do you know him? If he knows you, why is he not give you any greeting?" Junmyeon said, glancing at the guy once more.

"I know his parents. We don't know each other. I was close with Jin but not his brother."

"When you're talking about his parents, you're using the present tense. But when it comes to Seokjin, you're talking about him with the past tense. Is there something going on?"

I looked at the cake in front of me and played with it using my fork. "Yes, it did."

"Hmm... interesting. Aaah, is he the guy that you were always talking about? You stopped talking about him lately."

"Yes." It's easier to tell him anything than it was with Seokjin. Maybe because I was on edge with Seokjin but Junmyeon gave me the sense that I can trust and talk to him about everything.

"Can I be honest with you?" Junmyeon asked me.

I nodded. There isn't anything that he is going to say will hurt me. I went through the worst. I can handle anything. I was prepared for the worst.

"I was trying to find the guy that you were always talking to me. But I can't find anything that's connecting you with him. How is that possible?"

"He didn't want people to know about our relationship. I mean people in the industry, not the public."

"Is that why you ended the relationship?"