Limerence

Chapter 23 (M)

⚠️warning⚠️ Sexual acts. Proceed at your own risk.

Jisoo's POV

I broke my promise with him. I didn't see him that weekend.

It wasn't because my feeling has changed. It wasn't because I don't miss him. In fact, I do miss him so much. But after my conversation with my father, he made me think. He made me realize that I can't just do what I want to do. Even though he said that I can do basically anything because of his trust with me. I still need to think about anything that can affect my career thoroughly.

Sadly, my relationship with Seokjin is one of them. Definitely, one of them can negatively affect my career. Seeing how BTS's career got some magic extreme boast from their dedicated fans, getting involved with one of them will be a risky move. Too much at stake. I can't be selfish with what I'm going to do.

Jennie told me that Jongin and her are getting closer each day. One relationship in a group is already too much. Two relationships in a group, I can count it as career suicide. If Blackpink already in the business for more than five years, the public can understand the concept of their favorite having a boyfriend. The bond between the fans and the artists will also stronger. But we are in our second year. We still have a long way to go.

Before we got caught, it's better to distance ourselves. Someone needs to think about it clearly. And it definitely isn't Kim Seokjin. God, he is so persistent. I can't shake him.

Since I broke my promise with him, he had been sending me presents. It wasn't only stuff that people give to someone as a gift. Sometimes he gave me things that don't make sense just to get a reaction from me. He sent me a box of chocolate milk with the same brand that I drink in one of my V-live. The other day, he sent me a cup of coffee pudding that I like from Japan. Just a cup. That's it. When I checked his schedule, he doesn't even go to Japan near that day. The guy is out of his mind.

In the first three days, he sent me some designer fashion items with handwritten notes. I tried to reach out by calling him but he didn't pick up my calls. I thought it was weird. So I texted him. I waited and it still the same I didn't get any reply. For three days, he didn't pick up my calls and reply to any of my texts.

On the fourth day, he sent me his BT21's creation plushie, RJ, with a note. He wrote in his note, 'Come see me. Don't text or call me. I'm not going to pick up your call or reply to your text.'

That got me really annoyed. He doesn't reply to my texts but now he wants to see me. Let see who is going to be really annoyed at the end of this. To see if he was serious with his words, I stabbed the stuffed animal with a knife until it doesn't have any shape anymore and I sent him the picture. Sure enough, I didn't get anything from him until the next day.

On the fifth day, the gift still comes to my dorm. Without any note. I was done with him so I decided to send his gifts back to him including his earlier gifts.

The next day, I received a new present including his gifts that I sent him back. With a note this time. He wrote, 'Don't give my gift back to me or I'm going to give it back to you TO YOUR APARTMENT BY MYSELF.'

I swear he really is crazy. He is going to get caught if he comes to my apartment. The next thing we know, our names will be in headlines.

I texted him again since he never picks up my call. In my lengthy text, I just tell him that I don't want him anymore and he should move on. The next day, he sent me the pajamas set. With Pinocchio head completed with his long nose all over the fabric.

He doesn't believe me when I said I don't want him anymore. I'll admit it that was a lie but I need him to stop doing this. Maybe if he picks up my call or replies to my text, he can convince me to see him but he chooses to play this game instead. After the Pinocchio pajama set, I ignored his gifts that had comes to my dorm almost every day.