Hatsune Miku the Vocaloid Book 1: Awaking

I dont need help!

Chapter twenty seven:

I woke up to hear loud cursing. Haku was throwing things, Dell was shouting at her. Len was kicking a wall, before Rin had pulled him back. The only other people who were here were Gumi, Luka, and Gakupo. I sat up in my bed, not even realizing how I got in this position.

"Why is everyone here?" I asked sounding dumbfounded.

"What do you mean? We have to be here after what just happen! You can't go through a day without being traumatized can you?" Haku hugged me tight.

"Please let go! I cant breath!" I gasped for air.

"Sorry," Haku lightened her grip. She was rubbing my head like a child, still holding me like a mother would.

"Why were you cursing?" I asked looking into her deep red eyes.

"Because of that drunk bastard." She frowned.

"Dont be mad at him," I said.

"Why the hell should we not!" Len shouted.

"He tried to ra-"

"I know what he tried to do," I cut Dell off. "But he was drunk, and he was with Meiko and Kiyoteru....." I paused.

"Spit it out Miku, what were you going to say?" Luka asked.

"Im just thinking that Kiyoteru might of put that thought in his mind." I sighed. I hugged my sides, feeling the tears build up again. I was afraid before, but this time I was deathly scared. I never was this uneasy about anyone like Kiyoteru. He made me seem like that I was not need or wanted in this world. I wanted him to stop. I grabbed my head and squeezed and tugged at my hair. I completely forgot about everyone else.

"I don't want to sound like one of those bitchy ass adults but I think Miku should get therapy." Said a deep voice. I looked up to see Gakupo staring at Haku. She glanced at me, laying in her arms then back at him.

"Mayb-"

"No! I dont want it, I heard to many terrible things about therapy. Also I dont want to look weak anymore than I do now!" I snapped at them.

"We're not calling you weak." Rin spoke up.

"Then why does everyone look after me like this all the time?" I shouted. I pushed out of Haku's arms and rolled off my bed to stand in front of everyone.

"Because no one else is looking after you," Luka tried to explain to me.

"Maybe that's a good thing! I always have someone watching over me, she is the one who helped me get courage to fight back against Kaito while everyone else was to busy!" I yelled.

"Who is this?" Dell asked. Shit. Zatsune I need your help now! I pleaded to myself. Damn I got to defensive. 'Tell them if you want, maybe they will realize you dont need them all the damn time' Zatsune told me in my head.

"Her name is Zatsune Miku."

"Are you giving yourself different names now?" Gakupo asked.

"No! Shes real, she looks exactly like me but with black hair and red eyes."

"Miku, your starting to scare me." Rin whined.

"You know whats scary, this is scary!" I shouted. "Knowing that nobody believes you again! You guys think Im crazy and losing my mind, but Im not!"

"We don't think your losing your mind, we are just worried for your safety," Haku was trying to comfort me again, I shrugged her off.

"No, I want all of you gone! I dont want to be a Vocaloid anymore. This is hell. When I was a normal teenage girl I didnt fear of a control freak Akita, a demonic guy Kiyoteru, and so much more!" I cried out. No one knows my pain. I fell to the ground hugging my knees, placing my forehead on them. Tears raced out of my eyes. I felt arms wrap themselves around me, I had no effort to push them away. Haku was holding me, and was hushing me. "I want my brother." I whispered quietly enough for only me to hear my pleads. I drifted off to sleep in Hakus arms.

~time skipped~

I woke up seeing a faint light, I saw shadows of people around a table. They were quietly talking to each other in hush voices. What are they saying? Then I saw Zatsune listening over their shoulders. She motioned me to her, I got up from the bed and stood beside her.

"Their talking about you," she hissed.

"About?"

"They are going to try to get you 'help'" Zatsune grunted.

"But I dont need it!" I shouted. I quickly covered my mouth with my hands.

"Its ok they can't hear you, your still asleep," she glanced at my sleeping body on my bed.

"Oh..." I sighed.

"Maybe they need help?"

"What? Why would you say that?" I asked.

"They live in a almost perfect life, while we live in hell. Then they want to get us help, it sickens me." Zatsune glared at Gakupo, then made her way around the table.

"Its not their fault, they were lucky for their lives that they have." I sighed.

"Your siding with them now?"

"No! Im just jealous of them, but I still dont want help." I mumbled.

"Then its final, we will tell Miss. Akita and she will get a good therapist." Gakupo stood up.

"What?" Me and Zatsune said in unison.

"No, I don't want this!" I shouted. I tried to grab Len's shoulder to get him to stop them, but my hands went right through them. "No!" I went for Dell, the same thing happened again. Please no, no. I started to cry, yanking at my hair.

I jumped up out of the bed, finally waking up, the dorm was empty. Everyone was gone. No! They are on their way to Miss. Akita. I tried to open the door, but it was locked. This cant be happening, I felt a heaviness in my gut.