When i bow down to pray
I try to make the word seem better
lord show me the way to cut
through all this worn out leather
i got a hundred million reasons
to walk away but baby
i just need one good one to stay
_Lady Gaga
"Bakit ngayon mo lang sinabi sakin iyan?" Kung totoo man yan dapat matagal ko ng nakilala siya, "Sikat na kaya wala nang pikialam sa anak niya." Bigla ko'ng naalala yung sinabi ni Momita, sikat na kaya wala nang pakialam sa anak niya. It took her decades to found me or did she even try to find me? She has everything, money, fame, access. Now it makes sense.
"I'm sorry Sab alam ko namang mahal na mahal mo ang Momita mo eh at ayokong magkagalit kayo." Sagot nito kaya bigla naman akong na guilty. "She's getting old and getting tired of everything." Dugtong pa nito. Mahal na mahal talaga ni Dad si Momita kahit ang bigat ng kasalanang ginawa sa kanya nito.
"But Dad hindi naman tama iyon, ako ang naipit at ngayon ako parin ang naiipit." I mattered and felt so devastated, sa tingin ko hindi na matutuloy ang bakasiyon ko sa batangas.
"I know and I'm sorry, we're all sorry for that Sab, pinagsisihan na ni Mama yung ginawa niya at pinagsisihan ko na din kung bakit hindi ko kayo ipinaglaban sa kanya." I felt the sincerity but still it doesn't make sense.
"Ang hirap lang kasing tanggapin lahat Dad, sana kung sinabi mo yan noon when I was just a little kid baka pinatawad ko na kayo agad." At tumalikod sa kanya. "I'm sorry, I think it's not the right time for me to forget everything." I added then walk away.
•••
AGA
I know this will happen. "Hi!" I called Rege on the phone. "Kinausap ko na siya Reg, I told her everything." I informed.
"Anong sabi niya?" The other line.
"We can't force her to accept everything, talk to her Reg, i assure you she'll listen." Hindi ko na sinagot ang tanong niya, ayokong masaktan pa siya.
"Paano kung hindi? Paano kung ipagtabuyan na naman niya ako? Paano kung-- Hindi ko na siya pinatapos pang magsalita.
"Makikinig siya, looking at her mukhang namimiss ka na din niya." Sagot ko para mabuhayan siya ng loob.
"Really? How can you tell?" Hindi ko man siya nakikita alam kong nakangiti na siya ngayon.
"She's obvious sometimes, nung hindi pa niya nalalaman ang lahat, parating bukang bibig ka niyan sakin, ang galing galing mo daw, ang bait, ang lakas ng charisma, superstar. She really likes you a lot, naiinggit na nga ako eh."
"That's good to hear, nandiyan ba siya bukas?"
BINABASA MO ANG
Rendition
FanficA young singer, an artist, an extraordinary young lady with a stubborn personality and empty life. Creating her own masterpiece even though her life is like a piece of broken promises.
