I didn't know how much time had passed or that I had even passed out. I felt numb all over. My heart was in agony and my stomach was in tight knots. I moaned as I stumbled to my feet and scrambled into the bathroom before throwing up hard. Even after there was nothing left I was coughing hard. Once the coughing fits stopped I crumbled to the floor and cried all over again. I shivered as the coldness washed over me. So many questions raced through my mind now. What was going to happen to me? Where were my imaginary family? What were Amarys and the others doing? Why wouldn't God answer me?! My stomach still hurt and I curled up into a ball still crying. I couldn't move...I didn't want to move. There was nothing left for me. I was a traitor... a cheater and I knew it...
