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Chap 7: Damaged Mind

I'm so disgusting.

4 guys held me and..

Jeno heard the boy sniffling again in his arms after he managed to calm down a bit. He had been in this traumatic state for hours after the incident.

Jaemin had his head buried in the other's chest, with Jeno's hands wrapped around him in a protective way.
After a while, Jaemin fell asleep from exhaustion, still in Jeno's arms.

Lying him down on the bed carefully, he saw the boy's swollen face.
I'm really gonna kill those bastards.

The plate of food he brought was still untouched. He microwaved the cold food and wondered what to do with it. His own stomach was growling, but worried that Jaemin might faint again tomorrow from anemia, he gently woke the boy up.

"You haven't had your lunch or dinner yet.. do you want me to feed it to you..?" He asked cautiously, expecting the other boy to reject him immediately.
However, when he saw the other boy nodding to him, his face lit up.

Growwwlll

Halfway through feeding him, his own stomach growled loudly, causing Jeno's face to be red from embarrassment. Giggling, Jaemin asked him to have some food too, which he greatly accepted.

This is the first time he smiled.

"I'm gonna take a shower."
Jaemin took a pair of blue pyjamas and got up from his bed. Realising he was still naked, he covered his bottom half with his towel.

The first step he took almost caused him to fall head-first onto the ground, if it hadn't been for Jeno's reflexes. Jaemin's stomach, legs and butt were hurting like crazy.

"Why don't you just rest for today? You can still bathe tomorrow morning."

"No.. their smell is still on me. And.. it feels like there's stuff in my ass.." he hesitantly spoke, his voice trembling.

"You can barely walk... Should I help you shower?" Realising what he had just asked, he quickly added "I-I meant to just clean you up, I won't touch you inappropriately or with any evil intentions." He was flustered at his own question, which he, himself, found it to be unusual as he would have been able to ask that shamelessly just the day before.

"Yeah, could you also help me walk there..?"

Nodding, he slid his arm around Jaemin's waist, leading him towards the toilet. Getting inside, Jaemin removed his towel and kept them aside, along with his pyjamas. Seeing him completely naked infront of him caused a faint blush to form on Jeno's face.

Why was his heart fluttering like crazy from this?

Jeno helped him into the water, pain from lifting his own legs up was evident on Jaemin's face. While Jeno was shampooing his hair, Jaemin was washing the lower part of his body, when all of a sudden he stopped and just stared at the water.

Painful recollections from earlier wouldn't stop haunting him. Noticing the look of despair on Jaemin's face while he was tearing up, Jeno grabbed his hand and gave it a little squeeze.

"It's okay, you're okay."

Hearing those words made him feel weak again. He wanted to go back to his family. He didn't want to stay here anymore.

"Do you.. know how to clear out cum..?" Jaemin asked hesitantly.

"Yeah, I've seen some girl's do it befo-"
Shit, why did I say that? He'll think I'm weird for watching that.

"How do you do it..?"

"Do you want me to do it for you?"

Jaemin nodded slowly, facing away from him. His neck and ears were turning beet red, causing Jeno to want to cherish the boy's innocence forever, but that wasn't possible anymore when it was ripped away from him.

"Face the wall and hold onto it.  If it hurts, just tell me."
His fingers soon entered the other boy's swollen hole, his finger digging around to force the cum out.

"Aa-ah.. it hurts so bad. T-take your fingers out, please, they're in too deep."

What the heck, did he get sexier?
...Get your head out of the gutter, Jeno.
He's not in the right state to be thinking about him like that.

The pain got too unbearable, and his legs felt numb.

"It's all out."

Drying up Jaemin, he clothed him and helped him back to his bed.

He seated Jaemin on his own bed as he took the dirty sheets stained with cum and blood to the washing machine and threw them in to be washed. He made his bed with clean sheets and lead the drowsy boy to his bed.

"...Thank you."

It took him massive amount of strength to restrain himself from kissing him there and then. He smiled and patted his head.

"Good night."

It was only 7p.m, noises of students walking around outside could still be heard. Not knowing what else to do, Jeno walked back to his bed and decided to sleep too.

The noises from outside were driving the poor Jaemin frantic. Twisting and turning in his bed, he hugged himself as tight as he could, trying to fall asleep. Everytime he heard laughter from outside, he curled himself up and brought himself closer to the wall. The feeling of discomfort was not going to leave him soon.

Seeing him rustling in his bed, Jeno asked, "Hey, do you want to sleep on my bed? I could sleep on yours."
Grateful for the offer, Jaemin limped towards Jeno's bed.

"Can you stay too?"

Jeno nodded at his request and opened up his arms, in which the boy snuggled, as close as he could to Jeno. Jeno embraced his frail body. Feeling the boy's soft breathing on his chest, his body still quivering, they both fell asleep.

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