GTFO

Chap 32: Love Disclosure

"I need to tell you something."

"What?"

"I love you so, so much."

"Doesn't seem much to me if you're willing to break my heart."

"But.. I don't want to break your heart."

"You already did."

"I don't want to leave you-"

"I wish you would."

"Why..?"

"I hate you, my heart feels so empty,
I feel so empty. I don't love you anymore. I lost that feeling along with my tears for you."

Jaemin's POV:

With my heart thumping loudly in my chest, my eyes shot open. The dream had completely messed up my senses and it became difficult to say if where I was at that moment was a dream too. Looking around in the darkness with the help of the moonlight, I was able to make out that Renjun was sleeping beside me on the bed.
Jeno was lying on the couch located across the room in an uncomforable position. It was difficult to figure out whether he was asleep due to his arm resting on his eyes.

He's probably asleep. It's late.

The growling of my stomach reminded me of the dinner I had missed from falling asleep after breaking down in Renjun's arms.
Lifting myself off the bed as quietly as I could, I made my way towards the kitchen to get myself something to eat. I decided against turning on the lights with the fear that it could wake someone up. With careful steps, I walked down the stairs and sat down on the dining table after grabbing an apple from the fruit basket.

After a few bites, I heard the noise of a door opening and loud footsteps down the stairs before the person stopped dead in their tracks.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! OH MY FUCKING GOD?! DON'T FUCK WITH ME, I HAVE THE POWER OF GOD AND ANIME ON MY SIDE!"

The high pitched scream ran through my ears, almost deafening me with its crazy high frequency. The suddenness of it almost caused me to get a heart attack and I threw the apple towards the noise on reflex, which caused to scream to become louder.

The sound of quick footsteps and a switch were what I could hear before light had entered the room to brighten up the dim living room.

"Jaemin?! What the actual fu- flip are you doing here? Shouldn't you be asleep?"

Mr. Cha was standing there with his hands in a.. Jujitsu? pose as his face held a shocked expression.

"I was hungry."

"... Do you want the soup I made? It's really good."

Nodding my head at the blessing disguised as an offer for soup, I picked up the apple off the floor.

"Those are rotten apples.." He pointed at the fruit in my hand which had a few bites in it.

I took another look at them before spitting out the bite I had just taken. My dream had been on my mind while I was eating it and didn't even notice how weirdly soft and mushy they were or that they tasted bitter.

"Sorry, I didn't have the time to buy new ones for a month 'cause I'm a busy man. Also, I may or may not have forgotten to throw them away."

He smiled before walking into the kitchen to get the soup. Blinking a few times, I felt like I was going to throw up after mind was able to pick up the taste which was left in my mouth.
I couldn't even get mad as it wasn't Mr. Cha's fault for me being stupid enough to not notice sooner.