Chap 49: Dorm

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Jaemin's POV

"Haha.. on second thought--"

"Hmm? What?"
He slammed his hands onto the door, with me stuck between his two arms, to close it shut behind me. Avoiding his gaze, I drove my back onto the door as I felt his hand travel up behind my thigh. He leaned down, brushing his lips along the side of my neck.

"Jeno?"

"Yeah?"
He raised his head back up to look into my eyes while his own turned into cresent moons.

".. Why are you smiling?"

"I don't know, I'm just happy you're letting me do this."

Closing my eyes, I let my head fall forward, resting it on his chest. His hands moved up from my hips to under my shirt, gliding up my back as he pulled my body closer to his.

"Don't be too rough."
I grimaced at the words I just said and looked back up to see him grit his teeth.

"I don't think we should do it yet, you barely had time to recover from.."
I could see him trying to suppress his pent up anger as he pressed his lips into a thin-line and his brows subconsciously furrowed together.

"But.. I don't want them to be the ones I remember when I think of 'sex'."
My eyes were starting to tear up at the memory while I tried to blink them away.
"Replace those memories for me."

I saw him hesitate and pulled his neck forward to let out lips connect into an innocent kiss.

"If it gets too much for you.. just tell me, we'll stop."

I nodded my head and he gently started kissing back, and slowly deepened it by entering his tongue.
The way his tongued moved around inside my mouth, along with his hands inside my shirt, I could tell he was holding back too much.

I pulled away from the kiss and frowned while he looked at me, confused.

"You don't have to go this gentle."

He weakly smiled before resting his head on my shoulder.
"I'm scared I might break you no matter how gentle I go."

"It's fine, just do it however you like. I can take it."

"But, I don't want you to endure it, I want you to enjoy it."

"Jeno, stop worrying so much."

He sighed before he grabbed my hand and pulled me towards his bed before he got me to lie down. Climbing over me, he removed his shirt before leaning down to kiss my neck. The sight of his bare chest was causing my face to heat up, probably reddening. The soft kisses were ticklish and made my heart beat faster. His fingers moved down to unbutton the oversized button-down I had on, but
he stopped halfway and separated his lips from my neck.

His hand moved down to my pants and he had unbuttoned it so as to smoothly slide it off my legs.
Not liking how empty my mouth felt at that moment, I pulled his head back down towards me to kiss him while he was undressing me. He had moved on to my boxers and pulled it off before throwing it off the bed, along with the other articles of clothing which were previously removed.

He poured some lube onto his finger before leaning back down to continue kissing my lips.

His finger came into contact with my hole, causing me to flinch under him when I felt the coldness. He rubbed his finger at the entrance before slowly pushing it inside as he continued kissing me. Shutting my eyes tighter than before, I let his tongue dominate my mouth as I tried to distract myself from the pain. He moved his finger around, slowly adding more and more pressure while moving it in and out.
I squirmed under him, trying to adjust to the way his fingers felt inside of me while holding back my breath.
When his finger was able to slip in and out easily, he entered another finger.

I was starting to get hard from his touch when the pain got replaced by the pleasure which spread throughout my body. By the time he entered his third finger in, I couldn't hold back my breath anymore and gasped out for air, breathing out in the form of a broken moan.

He took a deep breath and started softly chanting 'patience' to himself until he was done preparing me. When he felt I was just about prepared enough, he pulled his fingers out and unbuttoned his jeans. Getting up, he removed his jeans and boxers, and threw them onto the floor before returning back to hovering over me.

When I saw how erect he was, I immediately averted my gaze back to his face, focusing on his eyes while hoping my face hadn't gotten red. He took my hand into his own before placing a kiss on it.

"Tell me if it hurts too much."

I nodded my head and saw the smile on his face return. He poured more lube on his member before he separated my legs and slowly slipped it inside me. I gripped onto the sheets tightly as it went in all the way. It was deep inside but he didn't start moving until he felt that I was more used to it inside of me.

When he started thrusting inside of me, I could see his pained expression from going too slow.

"G-go faster, I can take it."

He widened his eyes before gulping loudly. Nodding his head, he thrusted harder inside of me. He slowly picked up the speed and the intensity was driving me wild as I let out moans which got louder with each thrust. Adrenaline was coursing through my whole body, causing my heart to feel like bursting. He let out raspy, low grunts with each thrust, while I tried to quieten down my moans from turning into screams.

He used one of his hand to hold himself up on the bed, while the other moved on to unbutton the remaining buttons of my shirt. His lips moved onto sucking my neck and down to my chest while he continued his thrusting. I felt pressure build up on my abdomen and could sense myself nearing orgasm to which I grabbed his arm.

He lifted his head up to look at me before reconnecting our lips. I gripped onto his arm tightly when I felt something warm entering deep inside me, causing me to reach climax too.

He parted our lips and pulled out his member, which made a dry moan escape my lips. I tried to regulate my heavy breathing while he got up to lie down beside me. He pulled the covers over our lower bodies and reached out to hold my hand.

"Are you alright?"

"Yeah."

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah, it was great."

"Then, wanna go again?"

"No?!"

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Dedicated to: -Cute_But_Psycho- :')

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