Renjun's POV
Nothing felt right.
Every step I took towards the love I was craving for with every moment I was spending with Chenle, a part of me kept telling me that I was drifting away far away from it; and I started losing whatever of the feelings that were left for him.
His voice which could send a thousand shivers down my spine;
His touch which used to send a thousand volts of electricity to course through my body;
His gaze which made my heart beat a thousand more beats a second.
These thousands turned to zeros.
I struggled so badly when I couldn't figure out why I hated the way Chenle held my hand, the way he comforted me, the way he hugged me.
And the way he kissed me.
I could only push him away because of the discomfort I was feeling when we had those moments. I really thought that was what I wanted, but my heart was rejecting him and I couldn't love him without accepting him first.
So, we broke up.
I knew I couldn't hold up my act in pretending to love him and it would only hurt him in the end, so I had to for the sake of the both of us.
Jisung soon replaced me and I was genuinely happy for them. My guess about them making a cute couple was definitely right and, Chenle and I left each other on good terms so we remained as friends.
Of course, I was alone in the end.
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