But You'd Never Know

Holidays

You asked me about him one day.

I told you I didn't even like him.

I admitted aloud.

I told you that I just felt like its too late to back out now.

You told me to break up with him.

I said I'd do it after the exams.

Then there was a disco.

I had green hair chalk in my hair.

He showed up after he said he wasn't going.

He kissed me twice.

I tried to push him away.

I looked across the crowded room, begging you for help.

But you weren't there.

I ended up going home and I cried.

I broke up with him not even a month later.

I debating texting you.

Staring at my phone, crying.

I wished you would text me.

But all I seemed to be getting was radio silence

But you'd never know.