But You'd Never Know

But you'd never know how much I love you.

How much I craved you.

How much I needed you.

How much I relied on you.

How much I pinned after you.

How much of those two years I wasted waiting for you to talk to me.

How much I hated myself for not being good enough.

Because, Jeon Jungkook, you know what?

I am good enough.

I am smart enough.

I am gorgeous.

And you may never have meant for this to happen.

Meant for me to need you so much.

But I did.

You were oxygen.

But you'd never know.

And I was okay with that.

Because,

I didn't need you anymore.

I was done with you.

I am free.