First Times

Chapter 9

I opened my eyes, and everything was blurry. I slowly began to bilk and sit up. 

"Doctor! Doctor!" I heard someone shout. I heard foot steps run in to the room.

"Easy, easy" they tried to put me back down on my bed. "What date is it Miss Smith".

"what?"

"Date, what is the date today mam?"

"um mm...um"

"Okay rest, and go back to sleep", the doctor said. I nodded and then slowly shut my eyes, and felt someone squeezes me hand.

"You can do it! Jessica I love you so deeply! Its your mother here! I wont leave you at all!", heard and feel asleep.

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"Beep, beep, beep beep, beep, beep, beep beep", the sound I heard when I woke up. I sat up and looked around, and saw no one in the room I woke up to. I was trying to remember what happen, but i couldn't at all. I didn't even know where I was, until i heard the door. unlocked.

"Jessica..." the woman said and ran other to me with tears streaming down her and hugged me so tightly. I still was not sure who this was, but then i smelt the sweet apple hair, and then I remembered that smell from somewhere. It was my mother. I hugged her tightly as well, and felt tears coming down my face.

"Are you alright! you know who I am, and where you are?" my mother asked me, and stopped hugging me and began to hold my hands.

"Your my mother", I said and i saw more tears come down her face.

"Do you remember what happened?", she said and i shacked my head.

"Well you had one of your break downs again sweetie!" Then I began to remember. Me running away from something, and then starting to feel light headed and the dropping on to the floor.

"Well I will leave you be sweetie, and if you need anyone use the beeper on your bed", she said and walked out.

I began to close my eyes, and but I heard footsteps come through the room.

"Jessica?", a male voice i heard. I opened my eyes and stood up. It was Calum.

"I'm so sorry! I didn't mean for this to happen at all! I understand if you don't want to talk to me, or be near me, but you don't know how sorry I am!"

"Well I was about 6. I was coming home from my awards evening at my school, because i nominated from my English teacher. It was me, my dad, and mum. We were all running late for it, and my dad was shouting and my mum about us being late. So my dad drove with my in the front seat next to him, and I was sitting behind, where my dad was sitting. There was a lot of traffic, and we were going to be about 20 minuets late, so far. So my dad was getting angry, and saw a shorter route, but it meant for him to turn the car into the right lane. We didn't see any cars coming so my dad began to turn the car. As my dad was turning to face the right way, well we didn't see the huge lorry come past. It smashed Me and my dad's side. I remember screaming, screaming at the top of my lungs. I was only 6's at the time, so I was not to sure what was happening. Then The car toppled over. My mum broke her neck. I broke my leg, and arm, and suavely scared on my face. But my dad, my dad, was just... quiet. I was crying and screaming, my mum was in pain, but he was just quiet. An Ambulance came, and took'ed me and my mother to the ambulance. But I couldn't see my dad at all. Then i saw two mean carry out him, but he was it a zipped up bag. My mum began screaming no, and I didn't know what was happening. I cried even more, and then I remember waking up in a hospital, with loads of wire surrounding me. I was in hospital for 6 weeks. They thought I was okay, but i was finding it hard to remember stuff. I stopped eating because people made fun of my scars. So then my mother started homeschooling me, and then when I was 7, I had my first break down. Then they found out what was wrong with me and now, I have weekly check ups, break downs when I'm tired, out of breath, not eating or not having my medication. And my dad, well he was in a coma for 3 mouths and then died on May 6th".

"I don'tknow what to say. I really sorry about your past, and what has happened today!"

"I know, and its okay, its not your fault, you did not know, and you have changed me to a better person Calum Wood"

"well at least i've got my memory back"

"yeah, I'll leave you to rest Jessica", he said and stood up and began to walk out of the room.

" Calum, thank you", He smiled and left me be.