First Times

Chapter 19

As I jumped on my bed, my phone went off again. My anger grew stronger. It only vibrated once, but to me it kept going on and on again. the doing began to get louder and louder. I scrunched up my body together, rocking at and forwards, with my hands covering my ears.

"Stop! Stop!", I yelled with emotion. My mother rushed into my room, and raped my arms around me.

"Sh, sweetie"

"It won't stop!"

"What won't", my mother said with a very confused face.

"The phone, it keeps going off!"

"The is no phone sound going on sweetie". I looked straight at her, and I began to calm down. "Don't worry sweetie, it's your mediation kicking on", she said with trying to put a smile on my face. She helped me back on to my bed, and then began holding my hand tighter, tighter, and even more tighter. I began to close my eyes, and straight away I was asleep.

My eyes began to slowly open, as I woke up to the sound of birds tweeting. I began daydreaming into space and once again heard people talking. Was my mother hiding something from me? Or someone?

"Sweetie someone is here to see you!", my mother yelled from the bottom of the stairs. I didn't answer back, but I got up and reached for my dressing gowns, and went downstairs. It was Calum. I felt really bad, as I haven't spoken or replied to any if his text messages, or even looked at them. My mother straight away walked out of the house, and I heard the car engine, go in to the distance.

"I'm so sorry I didn't replied to your messages, I haven't been feeling that well really."

"Are you okay?", he said with a sad facial expression.

"Yeah I'm fine, it's the just the mediation kicking in really"

"Really?", he said with confused expression.

"Yeah"

"Let go somewhere", he said with his Calum smile again.

"Where?"

"You will see", he said and reached for my hand, and he led the way. We walked under so many trees, next to enormous houses. Pale gray pavement with fancy black street lights.

"This street look familiar?"

"You'll see" he said with a grin on his face, as he tried to cover it.

"See what?", I said as we turned a corner. Right in front of us was this huge lake, With a path covered by trees, going around it. A hug bridge going over the lake, with followers going around it. I knew this place. But I can't remember how I did.

"I think I've been here before?", I told Calum.

"You have, when you were little.

"I did? wait how do you know this?"

"I'm psychic. Well your mum told me"

"What? wait, why was my mother telling you this?"

"You will see". This lake began to make me remember the pass from being here. I began to remember more, and more.

"I remember now, I remember coming here when I was little, with my mother, and dad. We sat under that tree big willow tree, where that family sat. I remember running over the bridge, and trying to look down at the water, but in was to small to see it from my height, so my dad lifted me up on his shoulders, and then I could see. And then I 'tried to play football' but normal it ended up with it rolling into the river". We both laughed. "We tried to go at least once or twice a month, but after the accident I haven't been since".

"I know. I want you to start doing more things now, like what you did with your dad before he died. I care about you, and helping you through the past is making you feel better, confident with yourself"

"Thank you, Calum. You have been there for me so much so far, and I do t know what I would do with out having you in my life", I said and lent in to hug me tightly. He is alway so nice to someone like me. He has made me feel more confident with my self, which has help me enjoy life more, each day, and every day.