First Times

Chapter 10

I felt my normal self the next's day. I was discharged from hospital, but I had to have a meeting with Doctor Green.

"Hello dear, you feeling better now?", my mother said.

"Yes, much better! Thank you"

"Its alright... Right you ready for your meeting with Doctor Green".

"Nope", I said and walked out and went to a fancy room where Doctor Green was and two others.

"Hello Jessica, feeling better?". I nodded and sat down with my mother, opposite the doctors.

"So Jessica, as you know we have been giving you the mediaction Alzheimer. Well it has apeared, it just doesn't wont to work no more."

"What do you mean it doesn't work no more?", i said in fear.

"Its just not reacting to the brain cells as it should have. but there is this other medication that is very new to us doctors, that's why Doctor Mitchell is here for"

"Hello, so her medication is not working no more but there is another thing called, bowmancer co. It is very new, and only 50 people in the world has began this treatment. There a few side effects..

"I want to start using it", I butted in to what Doctor Green was saying.

"Jessica, there are many side effects towards this medications, as it is much stronger then Alzheimer."

"I don't really care. I wont to live, and I know people can die from this, but i wont to take any changes that i have. I want to be able to live! what ever it takes. I know what i have is becoming worst and worst, but i just need to try anything!"

"I understand, but may I say why people say no to this medication?". I nodded. "Okay because it is very strong there are many side effects. Mood swings, sickness, nose bleeds, fevers, and worst of all you can die from this medication."

"Okay, would you say this is the only option?", my mother asked.

"It medication, yes but, you can have a donator, who gives a brain cell, and we plant it in yours, but that is the last option we would do if your life is at risk., because both donator and you can die.", Doctor Mitchell said.

"Okay for Jessica's sake, I feel the best option is to start the bowmancer co."

"Okay we will book you in tomorrow with a session to start the process", Doctor Green told us." and this medication may not work on your first try so I would provid you to look for a donator".

"Don't you provied us with one"?, I asked.

"Yes But it costs about £40,000 to do".

"Okay well thank you and will see you tomorrow."

My Mother, and I walked to the car, and got in and began the drive. My mother tried to start and conversion, but I blurred her how, whiles i was leaning on the car window looking at my surroundings, and thinking to myself, that I may die, dying, dying? I've never have thought about it this much since my dad's death, but the thought of my mother living by her self, with no husband, no child, just her. Her making dinner for her self, made me scared. As we drove up to our drive way, I saw someone sitting down on our steps in front of our big door.

"Calum sweetie!", my mum said when she got out of the car and hugged him and went inside with my things.

"Ah, the person I am looking for!" he said to me when i got out of the car. "We are going on a picnic"

"we are?"

"Yes," . my mum came back out. "mam would you allow me to take our daughter on a picnic date?"

"Of course, just make sure your home before 6", I nodded and and followed Calum. It was a very quick walk thankfully otherwise I would be back at hospital.

"Here we are!", he said, and i saw green grass, with children running around on it and at the end was a fishing lake or river, but it was just perfect!

"Right this way Jess". We ended up under a beautiful willow tree. He laid out a white and red tartan picnic rug, and sat under it.

"This is beautiful, thank you!"

"There's a reason why I have taken you here".

"Okay?"

"Okay so, you told your past and its my turn now. So I was about 5 when my mum died of liver cancer. So it was just me and my dad. But i don't get along with him, I was more closer to my mum then my dad. So 7 years went on and he started to see a new woman in his life, and they got closer and moved in together. I thought it was just a girl nothing would happen, but then I came home one day and they told me that they are getting married. I thought it was a joke at first but it was not. So they had the wedding, but then my dad was changing in to someone I didn't know. He acted more like how my step mum did. So two mouths ago, i started to talk to me about it, and then he got all angry, and began to throw things. So then he started to take it out on me, and began to hit me punch me. But then my step mum came home to him doing this, and took his side. So then i got disowned from my family got kicked out and that makes me living in that apartment. But the worst part is, I have to see my step mother nearly every day, from her being headteacher of the school. Non of the teachers like me that much, from what she tell them, and I feel like crap. I don't even talk to no one about this, and you have made me open up the truth and say who i am. but then I found out about 2 weeks ago, that my dad had a drug problem and... well... he died".I hugged him straight away.

"You are so special, and I love you for that", i whipped into his ear. He moved his head away from mine and we both looked at each other. He began to move closer, and closer, and then our lips torched. It only lasted for 10 seconds, but it was it made me happy really happy.

"By the way, I forgot to tell you, you look so nice a wonderful, when your hair was tied up", and I smiled at him. "so tell me what happen at your meeting?", he asked.

"I'm on new medication called bowmancer co."

"Oh that's good"

"Yeah, its just that... well there are many side effects, and if that doesn't work I have to get a donator, to donate a brain cell, so my life can come to an end"

"Well you will always have me to talk to", he said, and i smiled at him, and we hugged once again, to hide the pain away.