First Times

Chapter 13

Seconds into minuets, Minuets turned in to hours, hours into days, days into weeks, since I've known Calum, and me starting my new medication. So far, my homework project with Calum  was going really well. We've met up every day after school to do this homework, but now we need to do our own version. With my medication well.. you bring me today when I'm having another doctors check up.

"Right, how are you feeling today, Jessica"

"I feel, well good", for the first time in a while. I can tell this medication is doing the job what needs to be done, and I feel very healthy, and like I can do new things again.

"Good. So i'm going to injected you once again so please look away", doctor green said, as I turned my face facing my mother. I smiled even though it hurts getting a needle stabbed into you, but it was one way i could show my mother I fine on the out side.

"Thank you very much Jessica, I will see you next week!", Doctor Green said, and my mother shacked hands and said goodbye. Me and my other walked out of the building and in the car. It was soon going to be spring half term, and we only had a day and a half at school left. This term has gone very fast for me, and i wouldn't expected it to go down very well. No one really commented on my scar, or how I'm Skinner then others, then I thought. 

It was finally the last day of the spring term! I was so happy it was better then I expected. My lesson was with  Mr William, my English teacher.

"Right class, as you know your English homework is dew in after the holidays! so I expect it to be done, if not detention until you do it! Now on woulds with our lesson! so..", he said and then began to talk about some poem. I saw Calum looking at me. I began to pull faces at him, as a joke.

"Miss Smith! what do you think your doing?"

"Sorry sir"

"I expected better from you", he said and then continued to teach the lesson. I looked straight away at Calum, and we both began to laugh, but in silents. Soon after that we both began to smile at each other, and then began to listen to the lesson. The school bell went, and everyone stood up and left the room. Me and calum walked out together.

"Miss Smith", Calum said with his 'calum smile'

"Yeah", i said.

"What are you doing tonight"

"Well nothing.."

"Well you are now.'

"I am?"

"Yes. I will be at yours around 6ish? Put on your best dress and I will see you then"

"Okay..", i said with a smile, and then he walked off with Cameron. I felt like i was going to jump up and down, but i couldn't from the fact i was in public. I the smile grew bigger on my face, and i could tell people was walking past me and think what was I doing? I got in my mothers car, as she picked me up and when i got home, and I went through my whole wardrobe. I heard foot steps come closer to my room.

"Have you chosen a dress sweetie?", my mother asked with a smile on her face.

"You know?" I asked. "And no..". My mother walked to my bed and placed a shopping bag on my bed and went out of my room. I looked at it, and then went to empty it and there was a beautiful mint green dress, with a ribbon around the waist. I took it of my bed, and looked how the dresses material flew from the top to the bottom. It had thick straps, but only went down to my shoulder. I put it on, and felt like a princes. I looked in my mirror, and then got a bobby pin, and clipped back my side fringe to showed my midnight blue eyes. I smiled, and i heard people speaking down stairs. I put on a off white lace toms. I walked down stairs, and my mother walked in to the kitchen to leave us be. 

"Wow", Calum said, as his green eyes went big. I smiled, and we both walked out of the house.

"Good night Mrs Smith!", calum shouted.

"Goodnight Calum" my mother said as she shout the front door o our way out. It was not a far walk, and when we got there i knew where we were.

"This use to be my dad's favorite place"

"I know". He said and I looked at him. "Shall we go in?", he said in attempted to do a posh voice.

"okay", I said and laugh. We walked in and fairy lights every where. Hanging from the walls to the ceilings. I sat down taking in the beauty of this place. It never use to look like this. But it has taken me 10 years to come back to this place, since my dads death.

"This is just, well i don't know what to say", i said to him looking around the place.

"Well i've done a good job then?"

"Yes!"

"well its the thanks to Cameron, and me. This is what we did after school today."

"Wow! I'm speechless!"

"Yeah.. I can tell", he did in a joke way. One thing I love about him, how he always jokes about. Just about everything. "Well there is a reason why i brought you here. Number one, that we have't been on a date so I wanted to make this happen for you! and for me as well. But the second reason is that, I love you. You are my world! I don't know what i would of done if you weren't in it! You mean to much to me, i don't know how could I go through a time when i need someone's shoulder to cry on, you will always be there! where ever you are! where ever you are, you'll always be there for me. They say love does not grow on trees, but i don't care how many trees they plant, you will always be my tree. Ever since you went into hospital I felt a whole in my heart. Ever since they said you'll be fine, the whole went away. But when you told me about your new medication, and it may not work, the whole in my heart grew again. But when you said, you need to find a donator, I couldn't stop thinking about that. I couldn't stop thinking about it. So I here today, and tell you, I'm going to be your donator". I looked at him in shock. I couldn't believe this. I can't? I can't! He's seventeen! He can die from this!

"Calum, as much as i think it is really sweet, but.."

"I know. I'm young, but you have to be over sixteen to do it with parents permission, and my mum has agreed to it. And I know this can put my life at risk, but I will do anything for you." he said as he cut me off

"Are you sure? I feel needy, and like I'm making you to do this.

"Yes!"

"I don't know what to say... I can't! I'm not going to use you in that way, I'm sorry."

"Don't worry, its up to you but i will always be here for you", he said and we hugged over the table. I cant believe he would do something so sweet like that. But i can't let him to it though. I love him, but not for him to put his life at risk.