6:50 AM
Alesia sigh as a tears drop in her cheeks. Totoo nga ata ang sinabi ni Aarone, no one truly cared for her.
Aarone is right, she seek for attention because her parents never let her felt that. They're always busy about their business, busy to earn money, busy to be rich— to the point they've forgot that Alesia, their only daughter is still there. She still need their parental guidance, she still need their attention, their care and love.
Kaya lumaking suwail si Alesia dahil sa pamilya niya. Yes it's true that it depends on the person if he or she will choose to rebel or not. In Alesia's case, she chooses to be a rebel and a brat so that her parents will be mad at her, and even with that little time in scolding her because of her attitude, she'll spend time with them even if it's in negative approach.
Ganun ka eager si Alesia na makuha ang attention ng mga magulang niya dahil sa isang buwan, isang beses niya lang nakikita ang mga ito at minsan pa ay hindi umuuwi ang mga magulang niya sa bahay nila dahil palagi itong pumunta sa iba't-ibang bansa dahil sa business nila.
Napangiti ng mapakla si Alesia nang makita niya sa phone niya ang mukha ni Rozan. The only person who showed affection and genuine love towards her and sees the real her, binaliwala niya pa dahil sa pag-aakalang siya parin ang nakatatak sa puso nito pagbalik niya.
Pumunta siya sa States at piniling iwan si Rozan dahil sa magulang niya. Sinunod niya ang gusto ng mga ito na sa Oxford University mag-aral. Noong oras na ‘yun, ang nakatatak sa isip niya ay magandang paraan ito, unti-unti nang nagbibigay attention ang magulang niya sa kanya pero mali siya. It's still the same, there's no changes. Sumugal siya para sa wala. Nawala ang taong mahal niya para sa wala.Kinuha ni Alesia ang phone niya at pinunasan ang luha niya. She called her Mom but it has no response. What's new? Ganito naman palagi. No answers whenever she called them.
Instead she called the assistant of her family at agad naman itong sumagot. Buti pa ito, nag-lalaan ng kunting oras para sa kanya.
“Hello Alesia, what can I do for you?” Malambing na tono na mungkahi nito.
“Ummm... Ate Fayne. Can you buy me a plane ticket? I'll go back in States.”
“I thought you like staying in Philippines?”
“Um.. Yes but I changed my mind. I like it more in the States.” She lied. Hindi siya masaya roon, para siyang naglalakad na walang buhay. She have no friends and someone to talk with. Parang nabuhay lang siya para sa wala. Pero kung tutuusin mas mabuti narin ang ganun, ang mag-isa siya kesa naman may kaibigan nga siya pero peke naman.
“Okay if that's what you want. Tatawagan nalang kita uli, okay?”
“Okay Ate.”
Alesia pulled herself together. Now, she'll face all of what she made wrong in staying her. Wala na siyang paki sa reputasyon niya. Hihingi na siya ng tawad. Even once, magpapakatotoo siya. Ipapakita niya ang totoong Alesia.
Alesia is a good girl but because of her parents, napilitan siyang maging isang taong hindi niya pinapangarap. She became the girl she hated.
Kaya ngayon, she'll be true to herself, because at some point, she can only rely to herself.
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