Mr. Student Council President

MSCP✔️ III-146

2:30 AM

          Matapos mag-usap ng masinsinan ng grupo ni Rozan at ang mga girls kasama si Karoline ay umuwi na ang mga ito. Hindi kasama si Kiarra nang mag-usap sila, tulog kasi ito. Masmabuti naring hindi niya marinig ang pinag-usapan nila.

Bukas na ang operasyon ni Kiarra kaya naghahanda na silang lahat. Hindi parin alam nito na may donor na pala siya dahil mahimbing ang tulog nito simula pa kanina. Hindi narin narinig ni Kiarra ang sinabi ni Viya tungkol sa donor niya dahil nakatulog agad ito dahil sa pagod.

          “Stop here.” Ani ni Rozan at hininto naman agad ni Caze ang sasakyan.

           Nagtatakang tiningnan niya si Rozan. “Why?” Tanong nito.

          “None of your business.” Walang atubiling lumabas si Rozan sa sasakyan ni Caze at naglakad papasok sa simbahan. 

Before he stepped inside the church, he took a deep breath and close his eyes before he finally decided to take another steps. He then kneel in the soft kneeler and intertwine his hand as he close his eyes. He gulped as he started praying for her.

Hindi siya madasaling tao, to be exact, hindi nga siya naniniwala sa Kanya.

Noong bata pa siya, kinuha na ng panginoon ang kanyang pinaka-mamahal niyang Ina. Maaga siyang naulila. He prayed to God that gave her mother back, but then, nothing happened.

As he slowly grown up, dahan-dahan ring napapalayo ang puso niya rito. He rarely go to church and pray, whenever he does, he doesn't pray wholeheartedly like he used to.

Good day, Lord. I'm here once again.

There's a huge possibility that God might not grant his wish again but he still continued. The will of his takes the lead.

I'm not a gold child of yours and I'm heartily sorry for that. I only remember you, when I need something without thinking that you need me too.

He bit his lower lip as he takes a deep breath.

My Mom will always be the first woman I love. The woman who truly cares for me and loved me despite of this attitude of mine. She's the most important person in my life but....  you took her.

He gulped as he remembers the last moment he was with his loving Mom.

“Mom, please... Don't leave us...”

“Rozan anak....” Her mother patted his head as she look at him with tiredness. “Papa God has a reason for everything, okay? Trust his timing. Don't think that he will take me away from you because he didn't, it's just because that Mama is very weak na, hindi niya na kaya kahit anong gawing laban niya para sa inyo..”

When she saw her mother cried, he cried even more. This is the first time she saw her crying.

“Honestly, darling... I don't want to leave you and your sister. I want to stay... I am not ready... I am scared... But my body is weak... It's giving up and I can't do anything with it...” Her mother motion her hand and Rozan leisurely hug her mother. “Always remember that I love you and I will always guide you even if I'm in heaven anak... Mama loves you more than my life....”

But when you take her, my whole world fall apart. I am not ready, neither my family. When you take her, she took my heart with her. I suddenly lost the will to live, the will to keep fighting but I decided to fight because the second girl I love is still here.

He look at Jesus reflection as tears falls down to her check.

But when she come, my whole world starts spinning again. She patiently waits for me, despite of my attitude towards her, she stayed. She shows affection towards me and she truly cares for me.

He wiped his tears once again as he took a very deep breath.

Please don't take her away. Not now that I start caring for her, I start wanting her presence beside me and not now..... that..... I love her....

Why do you always take the people I love? Don't you want me to be happy? All my life I was messirable, even once, please lord.... don't take my happiness away.... Don't take Kiarra away...