I need it‼️

Please I cant take it anymore‼️

IZZY POV!!!
      I'm starting to get the hint that my lil baby is definitely pissed off at me. She ignored me to the point I left her house and still is ignoring me. Mind you it's been two days. For the pass two days I've been at the trap nonstop due to being ignored and someone stole $1.5 million from me. Yes, I am rich. I'm a billionaire at that and I just so happen to be the kingpin of Harlem. I pretty good at covering it up but anyways I gotta get my baby to talk to me again. So, what Im gonna do is go to her house unannounced and make her get dressed to take her out since our date that was supposed to happen didn't. Imma go to the store first to get her flowers. Once I got to the store I picked out roses and got 10 dozen of them. After I left, I made it to her house where I seen her jeep so I knew she was home. I got out and knocked.
"who is it?"
"lil mama open the door."
"what you want Isreal?"
"Open the door,I cant take you ignoring me anymore ." I said low. I heard her sign and unlock the door. Once she opened the doors I handed her the roses well at least tried because it was too heavy for her.
"I got it lil mama, where is your vase?"
"In the kitchen" She said lowly. No lie this is killing me being ignored or given the cold shoulder by someone you really care about.
"come here mama" I told her and grabbed her hand and hugged her tightly because I miss her.
"get dressed"
"why?"
" please laloni just get dressed ma. I want to take you I can't take you ignoring me anymore."
"fine Isreal Smith" She said walking away and going upstairs. I wanted to follow her but Im going to give her space. I later notice she called me by my whole name. She lucky I like her because I don't let anyone call me my government name except my mom. Everyone calls me 'spade'. It's was about 30 minutes later when I heard being called.
"wassup lil mama" I called up the stairs.
" where are we going?"
" don't worry about it"
"rude, how am I supposed to know what to wear?"
"wear jeans baby"
"watch it bud" She said. I know she was side eyeing me even though I couldn't see her.
"I can't call you baby now?"
No answer
"You Ignoring me again?" I asked as she walked down stairs in a white polo crop top, ripped jeans, and pearl 11s. She just looked down. I reached for her hand and she looked scared and pulled away. I don't know what I did so bad for her to be doing this, but I'm gonna deal with it.
"Come on mama" I said and we walked out and I opened the car door for her.I ran to the other side. "Thank you for the flowers" she said lowly. "no problem" I said blankly because this low talking,ignoring,and shit getting annoying. It was around 7:30 so the sun was going down so I thought to go to the beach. The car was completely silent and we drove for 25 minutes before pulling up to the beach. I got out and opened her door.
"I have on sneakers Isreal"
"Take them bitches off" I said annoyed. She sign and took them off. I grabbed the blanket out my trunk and started walking.
"You not going to take your shoes off?" She asked lowly.
"Nawl" I said coldly at this point. I laid the blanket out and sat down. She just stood there.
"Stop it Laloni and sit your ass down and talk to me about what's going on with you mama" She sat down. "Matter of fact, I wanna know you a lil better let's play 21 questions." I said smiling at her. She laughed "what are we teenagers again?" "We can be teenagers again I dont care but Im glad I got you to laugh and Ill go first."
" Umm ok,what your favorite color?"
" purple and blue... umm I don't know what to ask." She said now acting shy.
"Cut it out Laloni frfr but I'll go again" "why you ignoring me?" She looked down again.
"Umm if I tell you that I would have to tell you my childhood and I don't want you to judge me" She said lowly.
"Tell me mama, I'm not going to judge you I want to gain your trust."
" umm I was a foster kid and every family I went to never liked me because I was too curvy to be so young. That lead to my foster mothers beating me til I had black eyes and every foster father to molest me til I was 15 and graduated high school early." She said having light tears fall. I grabbed her and sat her between my legs and held her before she continued. "So, when you smacked my butt it brought back bad memories." I began to speak. "Ok, I wont smack your ass anymore. She looked up at me so fast and said " Wait let me reword that.. How hard you did it brought back memories." I laughed "Oh so you like me slapping your butt?"
"Hey, sir Its my turn" She said avoiding the question.
" why did you come back after I put you out that night? She asked.
"Oh that night I put that tongue on ya ,but nawl for real I came back because there was something about you I don't know and once I left I couldn't get you off my mind." She blushed. "Ight ma my turn... why you play me like that that night?"
"Because you wasn't doing it right "She said blankly.
"You know damn well I had that ass screaming and squirting. Laloni stop playing wimme ma" I said a lil offended.
"Damn lil dude I was playing, but for real when I was little my third foster mother taught me to never show a man that what they do to please you is good enough unless they are your boyfriend or husband." She said semi low. No lie Im deadass glad she opening up to me.
"Ok my turn lil dude, you dont have to answer this if you don't want to but I remember you mentioning you were a dealer... um how deep are you into it?" She said a lil choppy as if she didn't want to ask it.
"As long as you answer my questions I'll answer yours lil mama but I dont want to scare you away when I say this." I said lowkey looking down.
"You didn't judge me on something I never told someone so I promise not to judge you." She said reaching back caressing my face but not looking at me.
"I gotchu lil mama but Imma ughhhhh kingpin" I said slowly. " and before you ask no I haven't been to jail ever in my life because of my cover ups and nobody really knows who I am." I said fast.
" Oh shit my baby running shit" She said laughing.
" Im your baby now?" I asked
"You gon you use that corny ass question for your turn?"
" Yes ma I wanna know" I said chuckling.
" Corny ass but I don't know you can be." "Ok my turn... how was your childhood?"
"Damn ma, I dont wanna answer that"
" Ok do you want me to ask another one or do you wanna go?"
"I'll go... umm do you want kids?" I said curiously
"Yes, but before I wanna be in a stable relationship and finish school which I will next month." She said happily.
" Damn ma you finishing and didn't tell me I'm hurt"
"You would've known but see I was having my little moment. I'm sorry" "but let me go umm do you wanna have another kid?"
" Ohhh definitely just with someone that knows what they are doing" "Do you believe in love ma?"
" Yes i do believe in love but I cant use that word lightly and it will take time for me to use that word again" " Do you resent your ex for her mistake?"
" Ummm I dont wanna answ- actually Im gonna answer that, Yes i do everyday because if it wasn't for her mistake I would have a 5 year old little girl calling me dad running around asking me to have tea parties with her." I said lowly. She turned around looking at me in the eyes and said " You will have a little girl running around asking for tea parties and calling you dad" caressing my face. This girrl lowkey wanna have my babies YALLLLLLL.Nawl Im just playing.
"I know ma thank you but uhhh will you ever leave the club?"
"Wtf kinda question is that nigga duhh Im leaving that bitch as soon as I graduate" She said turning around.
"Watch your mouth Laloni for real , I'm sorry I didn't know you didn't like it but go" I said in a serious tone only because I hate when she curse she too fine for that shit.
"My bad but will you even stop dealing?" She asked not know I dont deal.
" I dont deal because I dont have to.I have people do that for me.I just get the connections but if you're asking will I leave the game... Yes, I just dont have a purpose to leave just yet because it's just me right now. I dont have a girl or a kid that can be put in danger if people began to know who I am and I dont have to be in the game.Im set for life and so are my future kids." I said holding her tightly.
"Why not leave a long time ago then?"
"Nah ma you asked your question it's my turn." " Ok my bad"
"Ightt ma now I got one last question for you and I want you to answer honestly and I dont care what the answer is because Im not going nowhere" I said slowly because Im nervous
"Boy asked the damn question already"
"Laloni shut the hell up and stop cursing and let me get to it ... anyways you make me act and think a curtain way about you when I'm with you I like it when you call me my whole government name even though I dont let anyone else call me that except my mom and those two days you were ignoring me started killing me deep down within the first two hours so with that being said I cant see myself not being in your presence and I wanna know will you bless my life and be my girl?" I said finally looking up at her and seeing tears in her eyes.
"Well Isreal Smith, I need you to promise me you will never hurt me intentionally because I've had enough people do that in my life and you will have a girlfriend"
"Yes I promise" I said and then kissing her kinda how I did in the closet 😂.
"Hold up nigga I got one last question... why you play me like that in the closet?" She asked with a attitude. Damn it I brought it up.
"ummm I told you I was gon fuck you up for playing wimme about my baby, but Im sorry I know I had that ass flooding." I said chuckling
"That's not funny had me feeling all types of ways just for you to play me and your baby nigga Im your baby now" She said licking my nose.
"get your nasty ass off me so we can go its 4am" I said and she got up folded the blanket and we were on the way home. We got here at 8pm. When you have good talks you pay attention to time.