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Lonii‼️‼️
  I was finished getting dressed when there was a knock at my door. I knew it was Isreal so I walked down stairs and opened the door. I dont know how I feel about seeing him but it was bound to happen, I mean in 3 Months Im gonna have his baby. "Uhh loni are you gonna let me in?" He said in his softer voice knocking me out my thoughts. I didn't even notice I was staring at him. " Um yeah come in" I said shaking my head and stepping aside. Seeing him in person it felt like a wave of unclear emotions washed over me. I shook the thoughts again. "Are you ready to see our baby" He ask touching my stomach. No lie I miss his touch but Im not gonna cave in and forget he cheated on me. "Yea but I kinda need help putting my shoes on I can't see my feet" I said looking at my stomach. He laughed at me. "Shut up asshole this is your fault damn pull out game weak as hell" I said laughing while he straight faced me which made me laugh harder. "Ok stop making me laugh before I pee on myself." I said tryna control my laughing. "Damn ma Im sorry I did you bad you can see your feet or hold your bladder pissy ass" He said laughing and I said "And suddenly nothing is funny. Help me put my shoes on and lets go."  I sat on the couch while he put my shoes on. I walked ahead of him to his truck and I stale faced him. "What?" He asked. "What makes you think I can climb in this big shit?" "How you get in your truck?" He asked. "Thats the point I dont go anywhere" "Why dont you call me when you wanna go somewhere thats what Im here for" He gettin irritated. "Because I dont wanna stop your time with what ever girl you fucking at the moment now help me please" I said opening the door. He shook his head and lifted me and sat me in the seat. I put my seatbelt on and he went to his side getting in. He started the car and we left. He put his hand on my thigh and I moved it. He huffed and said "Im not fucking nobody loni" I didn't say anything because I didn't wanna argue. "You heard me ma?" "Yeah whatever you can do whatever you would like you single" "Thats the thing laloni I dont wanna be single but I fucked and Im sorry" He said in his demanding voice that shit creates waterfalls but we gonna keep it together. "So why even do it if you knew the result?" "You wasn't touching a nigga and I got caught in the moment" I shook my head and said "Stop talking". I was fighting tears. So him him cheating was my fault? I couldn't fight it anymore I laid my head on the window and silently cried. I didn't even notice we were here until he opened the door and I looked at him. He turned me and just hugged me. "Im sorry mama I made a promise to not hurt you intentionally and I promise it wasn't intentional." He said I knew he was sincere by his voice but that doesn't change anything. I pushed him a little and wiped my tear and said while mugging him " I don't know what your intentions were." I will not let him see me cry over him anymore. Laloni boss up on this nigga. He was just lookin at me and I said "move". He helped me down and I walked away and signed in.

Izzy‼️‼️
   I fucked up bad dawg. I don't think there's any coming back from this. My head is all over the place I can only imagine how hers is. We were called by the doctor and everything with the baby was fine. "You guys still don't know the gender" The doctor asked. "No" I said blankly. "Would you like to know" "No my brother has that covered" loni said. The doctor wiped the gel off and we were on the way back to her house. "You have a brother?" I asked breaking the silence. "Ace stupid" She said with an attitude and mugged me. I just left her alone  for a little but not before asking her "You hungry?" "No leave me alone" She's mad so I know what that means. I pulled up to "Theze Bones" ordered her food and made our way back to her house. We pulled up and she jumped out with no help. I shook my head and walked to the door but when I was gonna go in she blocked my way. "I can't come in now?" " No Im good you can leave" "Really?" "Yes what are you still here for bye" I huffed and handed her food. "Love you" "No you dont" she said before closing the door in my face.

LONG UPDATE ‼️‼️‼️
Should they be back together?????