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Over for us‼️

loni‼️
I been laying low for the past couple of days but I had to go to school today for my last class before I graduate. I had finished class and went home to find Izzy and about 30 other nigglets in my living room. It was obvious it was serious so I didn't bother them and went in the kitchen to cook the biggest pot of chicken alfredo I could possibly make. While I was cooking I over heard parts of the conversation.
"So we gonna off these niggas?" said unknown 1 very harshly.
"Yea they fucked with family Im ready" said unknown 2.
"Yea but what bout your girl dont she want in?" said unknown 3. That's when I knew what they were talking about.
"fuck h- man nobody worried about that Ill handle her later." Izzy said with an attitude. I knew exactly what he was gonna say before he cut himself off. The food was done so I went in the living room.
"If you guys hungry there's food in the kitchen." I said glaring at Isreal. They all ran like roaches when the lights turn on including Izzy. I didn't even care. I was beyond pissed and instead of causing a scene while he had company. So I politely left the house and politely slammed the door. I got in my car and sped off I didn't know where I was going but I needed to think and breathe. How could he say or almost say that? Fuck me after I opened up to him and told him things I never told to anyone.After I basically quit my money maker for him. I was hurt. I love that boy with everything in me even in the short 9 months it felt like a lifetime. All I did was cry and shake my head as I sat by the water.
'Papi😜😍' calling...
He called me knocking me out my thoughts. It was almost 1 am. I declined his call and pulled off towards the house not knowing what to think anymore.
Papi 😜😍: Wya (read 12:48 am)
I didn't answer
Papi 😜😍: Loni what's wrong? you walked out slamming door and shit 🤨 (read 12:52 am)
No answer
Papi 😜😍: Come home and talk to me everyone left you been gone for 5 hours 🙁 (read 12:53)
Still didn't answer
Papi 😜😍: Ik you reading my shit your read thingy on (read 12:54)
Papi 😜😍 calling...
*DECLINED*
Papi 😜😍: Imma whoop your ass on moms I am (read 1:05 am)
I got out my car because I was now home. I opened the door to see an angry Isreal but I didn't give a fuck because it's fuck me right.
"why did you leave?" He said sounding mad as hell.
"why do you care? ITS FUCK ME RIGHT" I yelled the second part on the verge of crying again.
"Laloni what the hell are you talking about?"
The tears fell and I just shook my head. He tried to hug me but I pushed him away.
"I can't do this anymore Isreal get out." I said calmly.
"You leaving me now and I don't even know what I did" He said with his voice cracking and a dumbfounded look on his face.
"If you don't know (cut herself off) Izzy just please get out" I said looking down. He looked me up and down with tears in his eyes and walked out. I completely broke down. Who knew head could turn into a full relationship that was now ended.

Izzy ‼️
I have no idea what just happened but I do know that she doesn't want to be with me anymore. One minute Im talking to the boys the next she slamming doors,crying,and breaking up with folks. I didn't know what to do it's not like I can sleep because she not next to me. I went under my bed in my safe and took out a bottle of henny and down it. Walked downstairs and broke everything in site. The girl that I love with everything in me was clearly hurt by something I did and that hurt more than her leaving me. I felt blood running down my hand as my knuckles bleed. I just sat on the floor and stared into space.

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