I need it‼️

Talking is key‼️

Izzy
We got rid of their bodies and talked for about a hour before lonii got tired. I walked her to her car and she asked "You comin?" "Nawl ma I got some stuff to do here, I wont be home til late." She huffed and her tone of voice changed. "Well whenever you get home we need to talk" "You good we can talk now I have time" "Nope don't want you here longer than you have to be" She said being sarcastic asf. "Ight mama gimme a kiss" She rolled her eyes and kissed me. "Ma whats wrong why the attitude?" I asked so she knew I peeped. "It's nothing Izzy" "It's something otherwise you wouldve said babes. Stop playing these games Laloni" "Its nothing ill see you when you get home." She closed the door and pulled off. You would think she would be happy because them nigga died but I guess not.

Loni...
I finally feel free, but I don't like the fact that when I need or want Izzy to be home with me he's not there. Even before the trip and what makes it worst is we just got back. I get he wants to work but he doesn't have to. I want to work but he doesn't let me. It's not just it's not fair but it's not fair. I remember when he said when he has a wife and has a child on the way he will get out. I guess since he doesn't have both of those he isnt gonna change.

6 hrs later (12:03am)
Izzy...
I walked in the house and showered. I got clothes on and remembered Loni wanted to talk. She was sleep but Imma kill the attitude now so I won't have to tomorrow. "Baby get up" "What izzy" "You said you wanted to talk so talk" "No its 4 in the morning" "Women it's 12 get your ass up and talk because Im not dealing with this tomorrow" "Never mind Isreal It's not gonna change because you don't have what you want to change it." "What are you talking about" I said calm but confused. "The trap" "I had to catch everything up I was gone for 2 weeks with you. I missed out on money " "That's money you don't need Isreal but it's ok" "What do you even mean I dont have the stuff i need to stop" "When we first started talking you said when you have a wife and a child on the way you will stop" " Ma please don't do this now" "Im not even on that Im fine babe every time I bring up a baby doesn't mean Imma do whatever "This" is" " So basically all of this is because you want me to stop trappin" "Yes but no Im sure there's a way you can still make money without being there all the time. Im not saying i want you in my face all day everyday but somedays every few weeks is fine." "I get it but that's not gonna happen because one you not my wife and- (gco by her laying down and turning away from him)" He chuckled and said "Im just playing mama but that really what you thought you were gonna hear." And I kissed all over her face. "Stop" She said pushing me back with her butt. "Don't do that before I have you bent over the edge of this bed begging for me to slow down. Now gimme a kiss ya man got you but he is tired" She laughed and kissed me but her freaked out ass deepened it. " Ight ma stop" I managed to say as she sucked on my bottom lip. She let go and turned her body towards me and snuggled into me. We were out like a light. *mental doin the shoot* I hang out with that Ace too much.