I need it‼️

I know‼️

Loni‼️
I woke up feeling soreness in the bottom of my stomach. I seen Izzy with tear marks on his face holding my hand. He was staring blankly at the wall. "Izzy" I said low and groggy breaking his trance. "Hey mamas" He said. "Come lay with me" He got up and I scooted over. He pulled me in his arms. "My baby didn't make it did she?" I asked teary eyed knowing the answer already. "um No" He said with his voice cracking. "She was stillborn because of complications during your labor" He finish sniffing. "You hate me don't you" I said breaking down "Laloni dont do this ma please Im trying to be strong." He said letting a few tears fall. " I don't hate you and I dont blame you it wasn't your fault. It was a natural miscarriage you just so happened to go through a full term pregnancy." He said stopping between a every few words to stop from crying. "No izzy im the reason you don't have a baby once again" " LALONI stop please I said I dont blame you" He said kinda scaring me. I just nodded my head and laid on his chest. He may not blame me but I blame myself. If we would've came to the hospital earlier We would have our princess here with us. I cried in silence and every so often he would wipe my tears and say "I love you everything happens for a reason" until I fell asleep.
Izzy‼️
  It broke my heart seeing her cry and blame herself. There's nothing I could do but hold her and wipe her tears. By now both of our families know what happened but they know I don't want anyone around right now. Lonii is sleeping right now. The doctor and ace walked in. "How is she doing" The doctor asked. "I know her stomach is sore but she'll be good" "Well she can go home but she needs someone there with her especially because of what happened." "Alright just bring the papers so I can sign" He walks out. "How did she take it?" ace asked. "She knew already she just blaming herself and thinks I hate her." I said causing my voice to crack. "Well I moved in to help you guys out a little" He said making a kissy face. "Man you gay and how you know I want you in my house" I said chuckling, maybe I do need this goof ball around for a little. "Because I know you." The doctor walked in and handed me the papers. I signed them and he left. "Wake up ma" I said shaking loni lightly. "Mhm" "Come on get up so we can go home to a comfortable bed" "Yea all three of us cuddled together" Ace said. Her eyes shot open. "Ace-ie?" "Hey loni how are you?" He asked. "as good as could possibly be right now." "So you feel like shit" he said making a random silly face. "Yeah" She said trying to get out the bed. "Wait loni let me help you before you pop stitches" I said getting out the bed walking to her side and taking our time into the bathroom to get her changed. We made it to the bathroom and I started taking off her gown. "Umm I really dont wanna go back to my house with all her stuff there" She said dropping tears. I wiped them and said "I know, you wasn't going back there anyway I want you with me" and I kissed her forehead. We got her dressed and then she looked in the mirror and chuckled. "What?" "Who did my hair?" "Me why you dont like it?" "Umm yeah its nice good job" She said laughing holding her stomach. "Man whatever at least I dont have to walk outside like dat" I said sticking my tongue out at her. She frowned and I laughed. Im glad I can at least make her smile still.