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Ace‼️
I got a Pov lit. Sorry Im just tryna find anything to brighten the moment. My boy mind fucked up and so is mine. The thought of my sister losing her life or the baby hurts but I know it's hurt Izzy a million times worst. We been sitting here waiting for information for 5 hours and every now and then Izzy will start crying and punch a new whole in the wall. There's about 6 holes in the wall. "Aye bruh sit ya ass down for real you punching shit not changing shit act like you got some damn since before you really not know nothing" I semi yelled getting frustrated. He glared at me and sat down and put his head and his hands and broke down. "I did her wrong man which mean I did my baby wrong this my fault." "Come on stop it it's nobodys fault stop jumpin to conclusion and we dont know nothing they can be perfectly fine back there" "You right"
"FAMILY OF LALONI SHEPERD" The doctor yelled. We jumped up so fast and basically ran to the doctor. "What u got doc" "Ok we got good news and bad new (gco by izzy)" "Get to the fuckin point nigga nobody got time for u to beat around the bush" The doctor instantly looks scared. "Ok sorry, um Laloni is ok she just sleeping right now but the baby was stillborn" Izzy immediately dropped to the floor and start crying again and I dropped a few tears and went to the floor the comfort him and gesture the doctor to keep talking. " The miscarriage happened during labor so the baby was full term there was nothing mommy could do or the doctors it was natural and based on the levels of preclap it was gonna happen anyway. She is in room 24 C" The doctor finished and walked away.
Izzy‼️
Yet again I lose another child. Im starting to think god dont want me to have kids. Why does this keep happening to me? Why do I always have to experience pain? Now I have to tell loni when she wakes up we lost the only thing that kept her happy while I was doing shit. This is fucked up man I wish this on nobody. Im just a big fuck up. I cant keep my dick in my pants, cant stop hurting loni, I can live a normal live or have a normal job, and I can fucking raise a kid.  I just got up and walked to loni room. I opened the door quietly and seen how drained she looked and how pale she was. She didn't look like loni. I grabbed her hand and sat down in th chair next to her rubbing her hand. I eventually fell asleep to the thought of how I was gonna break the news to loni.