I need it‼️

Youre what ⁉️

lonii‼️

I woke up to Izzy doorbell ringing. "Go get your door babe" my dude was out cold. I slipped from underneath him and went to open the door. I opened to see a pretty women. Im not a hater I give credit when credit is due. "Hi may i help you." I said as nice as possible. She laughed putting her hand on her stomach. "Oh you must be Spade girl." I frowned because as far as I know nobody knows his identity except the people who sent the picture and they got sent to they maker. "Yea, and who are you" I said still tryna be nice. "Oh he hasn't told you Im his baby momma you know the one that carrying his first and only child." She said tryna be funny but sounding stupid because thats not his first child. My blood boiled and my heart shattered but she not gone get the best of me. "SPADE‼️" I said not wanting her to know his real name because it's obvious she didn't know it. "SPADE‼️" I yelled again to see him coming down the stairs rubbing his eyes. " Yo wth I tell you bout calling me that" He said not paying the pregnant girl no mind. I simply pointed to her. He frowned "Why you at my door?" She simply put her hand on her stomach again. " I came so you can see your baby" She said wiggling her neck like a fucking bobble head. "That not my baby I aint seen or touch you in a year..... babe this that bit- female you almost drowned me for...." "You know this your baby Im 6 months so it hasnt been a year" "Bitch get the fuck on tryna get some money off me I dont fuck hoes raw and thats what you are." He said shutting the door in her face. I just stood there stuck and I came back to reality and flipped my shit. "YOU CHEATED ON ME AND GOT THE BITCH PREGNANT ISREAL" "no i blocked her and deleted her number when almost drowned a nigga" He said calm. " WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO ME OF ALL PEOPLE ME‼️" I broke down I couldn't hold it in anymore. I just slid down the wall and cried. Every time we get good so bull shit comes up. "I DIDNT DO SHIT TO YOU LALONI THATS NOT MY BABY I promise." He yelled and tried to touch me but I moved so quick. That made him mad he let out a loud growl. "On everything I love,shit on my deceased child thats not my baby I have seen her in a year a fucking year. That girl 6 months it cant possibly be mine." I took a deep breath wiped my tears and grabbed my purse. "I can tell you what is yours" I threw my pregnancy test at him and walked out . Well tried cuz he grabbed me. "You having my baby?" I just nodded and said " I guess moms was right" I snatched away from him, but I thought no you not running this time. "What you gonna do if it is your baby?" "Im not going to worry about it because thats not my baby unless she saved a condom which I flushed." I walked to the couch and sat down of course he follower and comforted me. "You need to take a test before she has the baby because Im not waiting to know." "Ok just dont leave thats the last thing I need when you carrying my baby" " I guess all the doctors and stuff are unnecessary because clearly you can have kids MY kids" He said kissing my head. I could tell he was upset. " What's wrong?" "That bullshit she just pulled and why moms know before i did." I chuckled disregarded the first part. "Moms knew before i even did thats what we went upstairs to take about a few weeks ago." He just shook his head. Im honestly not sure if that girls baby his. I want to believe him but you never know. What Im not going to do is let it stress me out and hurt my baby. Im not sure what I will do if it is his. 🤷🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️