Kilgrave's Joy

40- Aka Rememberance Day

(Warning, NSFW)

"You're mine." As soon as he said that, his hand slipped in, making me gasp once more. He grip tightened on my neck, making me grab his wrist out of fright. But it was an intense sensation of fear, something that felt controlled. I somehow knew he wouldn't overstep his boundary.

"A-ah!" My mouth remained open as I looked down at what he was doing, the pleasurable sensation causing me to move my hips up and down. "Please..." I said, tilting my head back so his hand could fully stretch around my neck. I felt his fingers leave me as he positioned himself on top of my body, our chests and torso's pressed together. I felt him adjust slightly, putting the condom on before pushing in, a sudden flash of crippling pain in my lower abdomen making me flinch. "Ah!" I yelped, but as he continued to push in the pain subsided. What the hell was that all about?

He looked at me with slight concern, but when I pulled him in for a kiss, I looked back to see it gone. As he slowly began to pick up his pace, my mind once again became lost in the moment, leaning back to show him my neck. He removed his hand as he replaced it with his mouth, gently suckling places before wrapping his arms around my shoulders, burying his head into the crook of my neck and thrusting ferociously.
"F-fuck..." I moaned, heavily breathing as I grabbed his hair and tugged slightly, telling him to keep up his pace. He was fucking me like he hadn't done so in a very long while. "I-I'm gonna-" I could feel my lower abdomen tensing up, all of a sudden his fingers upon my clit as well as inside of me. "K-Kilgrave!" I moaned, feeling my walls clench and my hips spasm, feeling him lift himself so that he was holding my waist, pulling longer and slower strides, eventually pulling out.
As I began to wind down, a pain in my lower abdomen became more and more apparent, a sudden flash of pain once again making me yelp. "Christ!" I sit up and crunch my stomach, the pain subsiding. "What the hell..." it was gone as quick as it came, but a lingering soreness from this mornings events still remained.

"Are you alright?" He asked, grabbing a blanket for the two of us to somewhat cover ourselves with. "You sounded like it hurt when I pushed inside you." Kilgrave wasn't usually this blunt, and the concern in his voice was unusual too... just what was going on? "Answer me, Joy."

"It wasn't you." I answered, emotionless, before realising he has controlled my answer. "I-I don't know. But you sure as hell don't need to control me when I hesitate to answer a question you ask me." I stood up, grabbing my towel. "Why after all these months are you suddenly controlling me again? I can't remember the last time you-" I tried to think back, the memories of the last 9 months all rolling into a big blur. What did we actually do? I can't remember it clearly at all.

"I think it's time we went home." He said, following me to the bedroom. Opening the wardrobe I saw that there were only suits and dresses left, where are all of my clothes? Grabbing one of his shirts I reluctantly put on a summery dress, tying the shirt so it looked cropped. To hell with looking like his doll.

"Where are all my other clothes?" I asked, seeing him button up his shirt.

"I had them moved before you got in the bath, you remember." Suddenly I remembered that he had indeed ordered that, although why I hadn't asked to keep a spare change completely eluded me.

"Sorry, yeah. I'm really not with it today." I apologised, seeing him step towards me.

"When we get home, you should rest." I nodded, that wasn't a bad idea at all.

"Mhm." I nodded, noticing the bed sheets still in a mess from this morning, although strangely only one side. Did I not make the bed before getting in the bath? I honestly couldn't remember. "Are we headed off now?" I ask, suddenly hearing a knock at the door.

"After I've dealt with this, yes." He said, leaving the room and opening the door. I grabbed my shoes, slipping them on as I heard faint voices and goings on out in the main lounge.
"No, you're not required. She's fine. Go away and forget this." I heard him command someone. She's fine? Did he mean me?

"Who was that?" I ask, peering around the door as I heard him close it.

"No one important." He paused, taking a breath. I knew when he was trying to compose himself. "Shall we?" I nodded, yawning as we made our way to the lift. When we arrived in the lobby it was empty, unusual for such a busy New York hotel.

"Thank you." I said to the receptionist, who briefly nodded without saying a word, as did the doorman. Something was amiss here, but right now I was too exhausted to figure it out, I would do so after we got home and I got some rest. "I'm looking forward to sleeping in my own bed again." I said, sad as it was to say, there's nothing like your own bed.

"As am I." Kilgrave looked at me and smiled slightly, but it wasn't a real smile. He wasn't smiling with his eyes.

"Is there something going on? Something that I need to know about?" I asked after a while of silence in the car.

"Nothing you need to know about, no. It is all fine and will be handled." He replied, curt.

"Oh." I wasn't expecting such an honest answer. "Thank you for being honest, I guess." Taking a deep breath, I guess I would have to ignore Kilgrave's odd behaviour for a while. I continued to look at the window as the cityscape got smaller and smaller, the pattern of suburban houses almost mesmerising.

"Joy." I hadn't realised that I'd fallen asleep until I had woken up, in my own room. "You need to change out of that dress." Kilgrave spoke softly, helping me sit up.

"My stomach hurts." I said, wriggling the dress off before standing up, a sharp pain penetrating my stomach. A sharp intake of breath made me lurch forwards, although luckily my hand caught Kilgrave's shoulder for support.

"Come on, lay down. Let me take this off for you and we'll put something loose on." I was in too much pain to protest against him taking my bra off right now, but before I could notice that I was practically naked he had a loose top over my head, guiding me back to bed.

"I think I just need to sleep." Closing my eyes again I could still feel him sat on the bed. I reached out for his hand, bringing it closer to me. "Don't go..." I whispered, barely able to hold on.

"I won't. Just sleep." With that I couldn't argue, and as I let go I felt the pain fade into nothingness, along with my consciousness.