Sex fucking Video?
Tangina! pano ako nagkaroon ng ganon? what the hell is this?
"What?! anong sex video sinasabi niyo jan? Tngina! as far as i know, im still a fucking virgin! goddamnit!" nagiinit na talaga ang ulo ko dahil sa mga pinagsasabi ng Principal nato. I know, i have to respect her. Pera puta, nasisira nako dito eh!
"you and our basketball captain's sex video. Kanina lang ito nalabas. And we're so disappointed kasi you even won in the elections. Tapos, eto? eto makikita namin. Hindi ka pa nga nagsisimula, madumi kana." hindi ko na inintindi ang sinasabi ng principal sa harapan ko, basta ang pumasok lang sa isip ko ay ang sex video ko "daw" kasama ang Team Captain. Team Captain. Argh! fuck that Luis Callejo! Grabe! Para maisalba ang pagiging rapist niya, pinalabas pa niya itong sex video. Tangina niya!
"That is not me! The tables are turned now huh? Ako yung muntik ng marape ng hayop na yun, tapos ngayon? pinalabas na gusto ko? That is absurd!" giit ko. They should've done their imvestigation bago nila ituro na ako yun! Puta.
"We saw the CCTV footage Ms. Angeles, you entered that apartment with Mr. Callejo. Then, what would you expect us to think?!" Kalma pero iritado ng saad ng Principal. Hell! Ang babaw naman ng pruweba nila to say na ginusto ko! They're DUMB!
"You guys are so noob! Yes! I entered the apartment thinking that he really is my partner for our report sa isang subject namin! You of all people?! You guys are dumbshits! Yan lang ba ang basehan niyo na pumayag akong magpakama ha?! You should've ordered an investigation?! Or nabayaran kayo?!" nanggagalaiti na talaga ako sa galit! They are damn pushing this, na nagpagalaw talaga ako ng basta basta! I am not that kind of woman! I am not a woman that you can easily grab and have sex with. I am not liberated for Pete's sake! I value myself, i value my fucking virginity.
The Principial looked at me like I've said the worst. Guilty.
"Excuse me?! I am a very responsible and respected principal in this university! And you burst that thing out! Na nabayaran ako?!" she is pissed now. Oh, i am mad, fuming mad.
"Really? well then Ms. Principal, if you we're really not paid, then why didn't you conduct further investigation? I've been in this university for 6 years now. And you, as The Principal I've known, Hindi ka agad naniniwala pag hindi ka nakontento sa isang ebidensya. You would fucking conduct a fucking investigation until you're fucking convince. And then now? you really are convinced with that fucking CCTV footage? The fucking EDITED video?! You graduated with very high honors Ms. Principal, and then you didn't notice that the video is fucking edited! Oh C'mon! Well, if you were not paid, then you were blackmailed!"
Parang nabuhusan ng malamig na tubig ang mukha ng principal namin ngayon, Bingo! she's blackmailed.
After minutes, she is the intimidating principal again. Yung mukhang hindi nabuko. But fuck! i just did. Nabuko ko siya.
"I don't want to prolong this Ms. Angeles, now, my decision is final. You're expelled, you may now go" Napangisi ako. Dumbshit Fools!
"Fine! You're really blackmailed huh? And mind you, i know who the fucking blackmailer is, and i also fucking know how she blackmailed you. You're the senator's fucking mistress." Tumalikod ako sa kanila. Fuck them! ang hihina nila para hayaang ma blackmail! Fuck them.
Lalabas na sana ako pero may pinahabol pa akong salita.
"Oh, by the way, fuck y'all and go to hell"
I turned my back and went out of that shitty office.
Fuck! That woman is really shitting on me! I'll fucking kill you Lanie Manzano.
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Mabibigat ang hininga ko habang tinutungo ang tambayan ni Lanie at ang mga barkada nito. I stopped, i see her at the mango tree, laughing with her shit friends. Gigil na gigil akong lumakad papunta sa kanila. I badly want to kill her. I badly am.
"Witch"
"Oh, hello there Ms. Preside--ahhhhhh!" i didn't let him finish her trashy sentence. I immediately pulled her hair. hard . She pisses the death of me!
"You fucking insecure witch!" hindi na siya nakapalag sa patuloy na pagkamot, sampal at hila ng buhok niya na gigil na ginagawa ko. She pushed me pero agad akong nakabawi at kinabubawan siya. Mas malaki ang access ko na saktan siya dahil nasa taas niya ako.
"I'll fucking kill you!" gigil na gigil kong pinagpatuloy ang ginagawa ko. Her friends are too scared to grab me off her. Tss.. She continued crying for help. As if! The students are just looking at us. No one dares to pull me. I am not the jolly bubbly Ara pag galit ako. Especially of i can't control it anymore. I wringed her kneck at namumula na siya. I'm fuking persistent on killing her.
"AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"
"Fuck it Ara!" She was about to meet her death when someone pulled me. Tss, she's freaking alive! I looked at the man who pulled me. Huh! good thing the douche is here! I'll kill them both now!
"LUIS FUCKING CALLEJO! WELCOME TO HELL!" i jumped at the man infront of me at natumba siya. I did the exact thing I've done on Lanie. Hindi ko napatay si Lanie, then I'll do my fucking best to kill these shit! He'll go to hell! I swear!
"Oh God! Ara stop it! You might kill him!" Someone grabbed me away from Luis. Bad move, i'll kill the shit out of him/her too! I looked at the woman who pulled, pero unti unting nawawala ang galit ko. It's her, my bestfriend.
Para akong bata na umiiyak na nakikita ko din siyang umiiyak. She tried to smile, pero i can see on her eyes that she's afraid. She's afraid of me. Oh God!
"Sasha..." i hugged her tight while im crying my anger out. Natatakot ako, natatakot ako na natatakot siya saken! Fuck! I really hate it pag hindi ko nakokontrol ang emotion ko. Im sick. Nakuha koto sa papa ko. Pero unlike papa, he can control, while me? I fucking can't.
"Sasha.." i continued crying on her shoulders hes comforting me.from behind.
"Please, dont be afraid of me. Im afraid of myself too" i confessed. But she just shushed me. My family can only make me calm. And Sasha? she is also my family.
"Im not. Natatakot lang ako sa pwede mong gawin sa kanila" she is still comforting me. Im so thankful to have her in my life
Me too, natatakot ako sa pwede kong gawin sa mga tao na galit ako. I can kill them, if i want too. I can even kill myself, without me knowing.
