My Arrogant Mate Is An Alpha Jerk [Book 2 of Alpha Mate Trilogy]

Chapter Eleven: Cookout Kiss Catastrophe

Another headache surged through me and I absolutely hated it. I mean, just because I thought of imposing the idea of the Alpha Union, I get this unforgivable headache. I used to get them when I was younger, right around when I was supposed to get a wolf, now I think it's just another way of a wolf. Sort of like a invisible stand in. It give off pain when I reject him, but I have no voices in my head. Which I fine weird both ways.

"You okay?" Row asked me outside of the dressing room.

"I'm fine, just another headache."

"You know, you should get that check out. You know you humans are prone to tumors and weird shit."

"Ha." I laughed. "Funny."

"I'm serious,"

"I know, that's what makes it funny." I laughed again slipping of the jeans I was trying on and put on my normal clothes. "I'm going to get them all."

"Great, now hurry."

"Does this rushing have to do with meeting a certain someone?"

"No," She lied.

"Liar."

"If you know, why do you ask?"

"Because it's funny to watch you squirm knowing that I know Damon likes to be rough."

"Shut up."

"No, serious. Does he you know...actually hurt you?"

She laughed. "He's softer than you think. Wouldn't kill...let me rephrase that sentence, he doesn't kill a soul without a purpose."

"Better, but that still doesn't help answering the question."

"No. He doesn't hurt me, we both have a lot of things in common and fighting for dominance is one of them."

"Oh really?" I smirked opening the door and watched her as she started to walked to the register.

"He's been winning lately and I know I have to change my tactic. I mean he's got twelve more years of training than me and he's got hundred on me."

"He is big."

"He's massive everywhere and I mean everywhere."

"Didn't need to know that." I said and paid for my clothes.

"You asked, so how are you and Markus?"

"Be more specific,"

"Sexually?"

"We aren't having any physical contact, let alone sexual."

"Wow, making him suffer. I'm going to use that now."

"Whatever. You don't understand Rowan, I'm moving on and maybe this Alpha Union thing isn't for me, maybe Carla should have the spot and I can settle down with another guy."

"Whoa! What the hell are you talking about?!"

"I told Markus that we're never going to be together and that I want to move on."

"Alpha Female is your title. You're going to change how society view females. We are finally going to be equal."

"The most feministic person in the pack is the mate to the man who think women should be seen, not heard."

"I've changed some of his perspectives about that, but that doesn't matter. You know I hate Markus, more than you, but there's still something there."

"Yes and no. I feel the connection, but being more human than wolf, I can ignore the feels and so I won't feel them at all, it's all a matter of self control."