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Everything crushed down- Bucky Barnes

I screamed in agony. 

We were in the middle of a fight. Steve again did something that Tony didn't like and didn't support. It wasn't supposed to be a real fight,but when HYDRA agents came ,it became serious. And it grew huge. Me and Clint were shooting arrows and taking down agents really fast. But then it happened. 
As I rolled through open area where I was visible to all of them I heard Hulk shouting to all of us who were on his side :'MOVE FAST'. I ran as fast as I could to hide behind mostly destroyed wall of this huge building ,but it was better than being on open area. I was inches away from the hiding spot when I heard a lound BANG and in that very same moment ,my body was thrown on the whole other side of the parking lot and my body crashed against the destroyed helicopter. I felt pain growing more and more through my back and my head. I couldn't breathe properly. I could see Steve and James running towards me,horror on Steve's face. I put my hand in the air to show them I am okay and they could turn back ,because we are still in the middle of the fight and I could,even tho everything was kinda burry, see that more and more HYDRA agents were coming. But they didn't stop. Then I realized they weren't looking at me,but something above me. I looked up and then,I saw it ; rotor blades were about to fall on me.
I tried crawling away,but pain in my right arm was too much for me to handle.
      I was never scared of death in my life. In fact,many times I craved death.I wanted it to consume me .I no longer wanted to be part of this universe. If we were all created with purpose ,why am I so worthless. That's why I chose a job like this one. You are always dancing with death,where only one wrong step can lead you to it's chambers. And now that I have made that wrong step,I am more than frightened.
They weren't too far,they weren't close enough. And then I could hear the blades ripping from the rotor mast ,and for the last time I looked over at Steve,his mouth shaped for screaming and his face red from running so fast.
  But it was too late.
Horrifying screams broke through my body as the blade harshly pierced through my skin.The pain was too much to handle and world turned black. I am sorry everyone. I am so sorry.

Bucky's p.o.v:

As I shot down another agent,satisfied with what I have done I turned to see where others were. Tony was in the sky with Vision,Wanda and her brother were taking down at least ten agents at the time, Hulk as always was smashing everything,and others were not in my sight. I turned to see Steve shouting at me to come and help him. I took the sniper in my hands and ran as fast as I could to where he was pointing at. My friend Steve was horrified.Fear and horror pulsing through his body . And then I saw it ; that girl (Y/N) was laying under a helicopter,whose blades were about to colapse down on her. I knew we coldn't make it on time,I could just hope that the girl would survive.But Steve was running faster and faster . "Bucky we can't lose her we have to be faster! Damn it why didn't I stop myself?!" cursed Steve. I agree,we can't lose her. She was weird,she wasn't even special just like Clint wasn't,but there was part of me that needed her. Maybe that's selfish to think right now but,she helped me so much after I was clear from brainwashing. We weren't that close,but she didn't treat me like a Winter soldier,but like another broken human being who wanted to get better. I stopped in horror.It fell on her. Steve shouted NO and to run faster but all I could think of is blankness in my head. Oh no. 
As we ran to her,Steve and I pushed the blades off her. She was still breathing. Steve was ripping parts of her t-shirt to wrap round bleeding parts of her body. She wasn't even supposed to be here,but when she heard that we,her family as she said,were about to fight each other,she can right here. She can survive,she is still breathing-it will take her few months to get back on track but she is alive. But then I saw how badly her right arm was injured. I was scared of the worse. 
Please ,let it not be the worse. 

 Time skip ,Natasha's p.o.v :

Here we are,three hours later,in the Stark Tower clinic. None of us was badly injured,except for (Y/N). I sat in the huge waiting room,furnitured to be like a living room. I was wrapping gaze round my disjointed joint that the doctor set back. Steve was here from the moment we got back,but few moments ago he left because he couldn't take the information on her condition. We are all beaten. I can't even imagine how will she feel when she wakes up and sees it. Tony wasn't here,JARVIS updated him on her condition while he was in his office,contacting Fury about the new informations on HYDRA. Wanda and her brother were in their room,Wanda spent all her energy and collapsed so her brother took her to sleep.Bruce was on the blacony,trying to stay calm. (Y/N) is like his own child ,and he was beaten about it just like we all are. Clint was in room with her,he refused to leave. Out of all of us,he was her father figure.  I don't know how will we carry on after this. Vision was roaming through the Stark Tower. This is the first time one of us was this injured ,and he didn't know how to react. 
And then there was Bucky.
I think ,out of all of us he and Clint knew the best how she felt,what she went through and Bucky knows what will she go through. He was sitting opposite of me,silently. Not speaking even a word since we came. Just staring to his feet. Not moving an inch. This year will be though...

Bucky's p.o.v:

It's been seven hours now. No words from the doctor. Though,they have told us what's wrong and what they have to do. My mind is blank now. I can't believe that happened to her. Damn it! If we were only faster. If only she didn't show up. If only Tony and Steve weren't acting like such kids. If only HYDRA didn't show up. If only...... I can't even imagine the pain she went through and pain she will go through. The worst this is to accept. And later,it gets easier. But you have to crush down that wall of acceptance.... Everyone left to their rooms to rest,it was too awkward and all of them were tired. But I told them I will inform them when she wakes up...When... 
Few moments later the doctor and Clint walked out. I stood up and walked towards them.
 "How did it go? " I asked,slightly scared of the answer.
  "It went well with few little problems but it is all okay now. Though she lost some of her abilities like how to be precise with doing things,for few months she won't be able to walk properly ,and it will take time for her to get used to the new hand. And also to mentally get back to where she was. Please,we need patience with her. ,,  And with that he drifted away.
     New hand.
I looked at Clint,who was now crouched and put his head between his palms. I could see the pain in him. I could see the storm in (Y/N) building up and destroying everything she built. We will have to help her. And I want to help her as much as I can.  I walked by clint in her hospital room.
There she was.On that bed.Beaten up.

I sat next to her and took her hand in mine. Oh my,why ? Everything will crush down. 
By now I was also tired, so I got comfortable in the chair next to her bed and tried to sleep.
Her new,metal arm now shining on the moonlight.
I will stand with her,so everything doesn't crush down completely.