Marvel imagines~

Sunflower,don't cry-Steve Rogers

Lightning.

I sat on the bed and pulled blanket over my legs. I took the cup of tea from the table next to bed in my hands. Smell of wild strawberries,cherries and lemon immediately found its way to my nostrils. I sighed. Another lighting followed with lound noise lit up this dark,small room. 

I was still thinking about that young boy,Peter. He meant no harm. He wanted to help,to prove his beloved Mr.Stark that he is thankful for being chosen. Yes,that kid is still young and has so many things to learn ,but Tony didn't have to react like that. I know he is maybe not good with teenagers,and he wants Peter to learn lesson. But he didn't have to be that mean. Not to be selfish  ,but we need that kid. He is pretty good at what he's doing. I thought of visiting him. 

I put down the cup and got dressed. Through the window I could see that it was raining heavily. Damn. Leaving this prison of room,I walked down the long hall ,hoping that I won't see anyone . I successfully passed all the rooms where the rest of them were,and walked in the huge living room connected to kitchen. No one here.  I took my jacket from the hanger and as I was lacing my shoes , I heard someone in the kitchen behind me. I closed my eyes,cursed,and slowly turned to face whoever was there.  Tony. 
Tony Stark was facing me with cup of coffee in his hands,with look of disappointment in his eyes. I didn't want to talk with him now,I was still mad over the fact that he ,well basically locked me in this tower with no permission to leave for very long time,and still mad at him for his 'talk' with Peter. I took an umbrella in my hand and as I tried opening the door,locked. Of course it's locked,what was  I thinking.
I turned back to face him again :" Tony unlock the door."
 ,,Why? I thought I was clear when I told you that,you won't leave this tower for longer time.",he said ,now sitting on the armchair.
"You didn't even ask me.You have no rights on doing that,I am not your possession! I won't be prisoner! " I said in slightly high tone.
,,I don't need to ask you.Besides of me being older than you,and Fury gave me permission to take care of you.That includes me bringing decisions on your safety,even if you don't like them.,,
" You don't need to ask me?! Just because this tower is huge and you made sure it has everything we need,doesn't mean I don't have need to go out.Tony.Unlock the door," I replied,now even angrier.
,,No.Y/N,simple no.This is for our good.And yours.We are yet to discover if your abilites are completely under control. Until then,you are,my darling a huge threat to everyone.And you don't want to hurt someone again,now don't you?,, he asked.
Damn you Tony Stark.
"Why are you bringing that up again? I DIDN'T WANT TO KILL THEM. I DIDN'T MEAN TO KILL THEM. I WANTED TO HELP! HOW WOULD I KNOW THAT THE BUILDING WOULD COLAPSE? HOW WOULD I KNOW THAT HE HAD BOMB ON HIS BODY? HOW WOULD I KNOW THAT HE WAS READY TO KILL HIMSELF ?! TONY! I had to choose. You guys or them. I WOULDN'T DO IT IF I DIDN'T HAVE TO! HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO SAY THIS! " I yelled and fell on my knees,crying again.
I heard footsteps behind me,and saw Tony standing up from the armchair.
"What's happening? Y/N why are you crying,are you okay? Tony what did you do?" 

It was Steve.Since I got here,he never yelled at me.He would always help me with training,sometimes would just sit and talk with me about everything. Never ever ever did he say I am a threat,or did he blame what happened back...there...on me. I felt his hands wrapping around my shoulders and he pulled my head to his chest. I cried,and I cried and  I cried. 
"Tony.What happened?" he asked ,with worry in his voice.
,,She was about to leave.I just told her she is not allowed to go anywhere.,,
"Y/N is that true?That's why you are crying? Oh my,well you could have just asked me to go with you,if you really wanted to go out" he asked,and even tho I couldn't see because my eyes were closed,I could feel that now he was smiling at me.
I opened my eyes and looked up ,his blue eyes met mine.I looked away.I couldn't look at his eyes,knowing what I did back there. I looked at Tony.
"I didn't ,didn't w-want to d-d-do it .But I-I understand. Y-you are right." I stood up ,shaking Steve's arms from my shoulders.  
"I killed them all and I could kill again.  I understand. I-I will be in my room" I said and quickly left the living room,running off to my room ,shutting door behind me.

Steve's POV:

"I killed them all and I could kill again.I understand. I-I will be in my room". And with that she quickly left the living room.
I looked at Tony,when it hit me. 
,,Tony you blamed it on her again? You blamed that on HER?!,, I asked with anger building up in me.
"I didn't mean to but it was the only way to stop her from going out Steve" he said,running his hand through hair.
,,Tony you KNOW she didn't want to do that. Without her doing that YOU,and ME,and the rest of us wouldn't be here,wouldn't be ALIVE TONY! What is wrong with you ,she already feels bad enough,,
"I know ,but I never asked her to take care of me.She wasn't even supposed to be there.She maybe didn't mean to ,but she did it and she has to face the fact just like we all face our problems and consequences"
I couldn't believe my ears.I know Tony can be a jerk sometimes,but this. No words left my mouth,as I turned and left the living room,my legs finding their way to her room.

Y/N point of view:

I heard soft knock on my door. I moved blanket from my body ,and saw Steve standing there by my door. 
"Hey Y/N" he said as he slowly closed the door. 

,,I am sorry I-I need some time,, 
"Hey come on,talk to me.Like every time you talk to me when you feel down or something is bothering you." 
I looked up again,my puffy red eyes meeting his blue eyes.Oh heaven knows I could lose myself forever in infinity of those blue eyes. He smiled softly. And I started crying again. 
"Sunflower,hey hey, don't cry. I hate to see you cry ,please. " he said as he pulled me into hug.
,,Steve I didn't want to do it. Every night when I go to sleep, picture of all those kids dead comes up. Nightmares almost every night. I am so sorry I can't even describe ,I never really meant to I swear ,why would I want that?!,, I said ,getting upset with hot tears rolling down my cheeks .
"I know you didn't.But you did,you can't go back and save them but you didn't want to. You had no choice.Team is thankful ,you saved us. Please,it is hard but don't blame yourself.Sunflower,you didn't mean to do it." he said as he hugged me tighter.
I said nothing but cried in his chest even more.  He stroke my hair,and even tho I felt really bad-I felt slight relief. And we sat like that. The sound of rain. His hand in my hair.

"Y/N?"
,,hm,,
"I have no reason to hide it anymore.Seeing you like this,just showed me more how much I care about you.But more than just friends. I...I love you. And I am sure in this,I love you with my whole heart and it hurts so much to see you like this. And..I want to be there for you,and I am ready for everything that life might bring us ,all ups and downs,through thick and thin.Because I love you."
I felt infinitely. I hoped for this to happen but I was so sure it would never happen that..I couldn't believe.
,,I...I feel the same.But I was always so scared that this had no chance.That we had no chance..,,
He pulled me closer ,and into a kiss. 
"My darling there is nothing to be scared of,anymore."
He pulled blanket over me,and like that ,we both fell asleep.

With the sound of rain.Infinite.