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Sun and Moon-Bucky Barnes

"HOW THE HELL DID THAT HAPPEN?" yelled Bucky.

He looked at her on that table.She was scared,she didn't know what was going on,why was she here. She knew that her suit was damaged and she fell down but she felt okay. Except for the pain in her back and legs. 
But she thought that's okay because after all,she landed on her arse.

Moments later they rushed her to the hospital. 

Bucky's p.o.v:

I ran my hand through hair,and sighed. I was mad. VERY mad. Mostly mad at Tony,but also mad at myself. I have told her she shouldn't attendt those stupid practises.

She was safe with Steve in gym.
I turned to Vision and Tony. 
"Explain." I said coldly.
"Don't get too worked up Ja-" started Tony but I cut him right there "I SHOULDN'T GET TOO WORKED UP?! MY GIRLFRIEND IS THERE ON TABLE,WAITING TO KNOW IF SHE WILL EVER BE ABLE TO WALK AGAIN!" I yelled in his face.
"Calm down James,we know and are very very sorry. I was distracted and my intention was never to hurt Y/N. I wish I could fix what I have done ,I really do" said Vision.
"Barnes,look I know this sucks man. We are both damn sorry ,okay ? Stop yelling at us we already feel bad enough,without you here making big deal out of it." 
"MAKING BIG DEAL? STARK. DO I HAVE TO REPEAT : MY GIRLFRIEND IS WAITING TO KNOW IF SHE WILL EVER BE ABLE TO WALK AGAIN!Know why ? Bother to know? Because YOU were so BLOODY SELFISH and wanted to know how far your teammates can go and what are their limits so you can use that later. Do you know when to stop?!" I yelled more throwing hands in air,when doctor walked out. 

And after the news,I fell on the chair next to me, with my head between hands,as pale as wall.

Y/N 's p.o.v:

They helped me to sit up and the doctor left. Through the glass window I could see Vision,Tony and Bucky outside. The doctor approached them. Based on their reactions,especially Bucky's....I knew I was screwed...
I felt pressure in my chest. Even though  I didn't know yet how bad it is. I tried to stand up,just to test myself. But I couldn't even lift myself up,and only fell on the floor.
And I started crying.
Fuxk! I am so fuxing weak. I..I can't even lift myself up.

What use of will I be from now on.
I didn't even bother to sit up.

 I just placed my head on cold floor tiles and allowed myself to cry.

Bucky's p.o.v: 

After long talk with doctor,we realized there is hope for her. 
I never meant to give up on her,no matter what. No matter if she ever walkes again or not.
But for her own sake,her hapiness,and to ease her life,we were ready to help her.

I was ready,more than ever.
Doctor allowed me to see her ,and to take her out because they ran all tests.
 "Hey do-" 
I ran up to her ,lifting her from the ground to sit. 
"Doll what are you crying for ? Who made my girl so sad?" I asked smiling weakily.
"I-I can't move them Buck. I don't feel them. I will forever be stuck to wheelchair and burden to you." she said ,loud sob escaping her.

I pulled to myself and rest her head on my chest .
"Doll what are you talking about? What burden? I thought I was clear back then when I told you I will be with you through thick and thin. With you walking or not walking. You also said that for me,remember?"
"But I have no purpose anymore  Bucky. I can't...I can't do anything anymore." 
"Love. Don't say that please. " I said ,kissing her. But she pulled her head away.
"I-I don't know what to do now. How will I get myself out of this ?" she asked,staring at the floor. 
 "The same way  Rhodey did it. You will practise doll. This isn't my girl .My girl doesn't lose hope, no matter what she goes throug-even if it breaks her" I pointed this last part of sentence out " she never lost hope" .
"I know but....this is different" she said.
 I lift her up and carried her to the huge window. 

"See that sun doll?" I asked her,and when I saw her nod,I continued "Every single morning,sun goes up. Every single night,sun goes down. And every single day it's like that. Moon and sun switch. Once sun goes down,just because it gets dark,it doesn't give up and it doesn't stop itself from getting up in the morning. And just because it gets dark when sun goes down,it doesn't mean that night won't be beautiful." 
 I let that sink in. I allowed her to stay silent for few moments,to think of what I said. 
"Thank you" she said bowing her head down "I guess it is like that...I am sorry for hurting you with my words,it's just..." but I cut her off. 
"I understand,don't worry about that." 

 And with every flower that bloomed since that day , every sunrise ,every drop of rain and every tear she shed,I was there for her.  I was there for Y/N. With every drop of blood. I was there for her.And as long as sun and moon switch daily, I want it to stay like that. 


Author's note : 
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