Roadtrip Fanfic: 5th Wheel

16: October, 12

Jack's POV:

October,12, I had done the one thing I never wanted to do. I had broken up with Brooklyn. The love of my young life.

After he told me that he had kissed Mikey I felt so destroyed, so beyond betrayed and so lonely.
I had left ones again. I had no where to go but I knew I couldn't go back there. I couldn't face them right now.

The first place that came to mind was of course Blair.

Phone:
Jack: Blair... I sobbed
Blair: Jack you alright son? He said highly concerned.
Jack: ca-can I possibly stay round yours tonight?
Blair: sure I'll come get you buddy. he said sympathetically.

Blair pulled up outside of a bus shelter I was at 30 minutes later.

I'm the car there was an awkward silence.
"I've just been to the flat" he says annoyed

"Oh..."

"So are you gonna tell me what happened between you and Brooklyn? Because when I walked in the room was a disaster and he was also a mess..."

"We errr... we just had an argument" I half lied "but I don't know anything about the room..." I said confused.

" what was the argument about? Because if must have been pretty bad for you too leave..." He questioned.

" it was... nothing" i stupidly said.

Luckily we had pulled up outside the old flat (where Blair and Ginge lives) at this moment so I just ran out the car and bolted up to the door to avoid further interrogation.

Ginge opened the door with a welcoming hug.
"Oh god jacky what happened?" She said half smiling.
"Long story..." I said.

Later that night I had many missed calls and text from the boys but mainly Brooklyn.

Phone:

Boo💕🌎: Jack please come home I'm sorry
Boo💕🌎: I'm sorry I messed up okay
Boo💕🌎: just let me explain jack please
Boo💕🌎:baby please
Boo💕🌎: I miss you
Boo💕🌎:I love you
Boo💕🌎:I'm sorry😢

Ginge came in my room to check in me after Blair went to get dinner.
" what you looking at jack?" She asked.

"Oh err it's just... Brooklyn..." I admitted.

" wanna talk about what happened?" She asked closing the door and sitting next to me.

" we-we had fight..." I mumbled.

" what about?"

"It's complicated Ginge I don't think you'd wanna know..."

"It's okay I got plenty of time"

I sighed. "We.... Brooklyn and I.... we were errr.... together...." I whispered shamefully.

"What happened?" She said not caring about the fact we dated.

" Well it turns out Mikey likes him too and the last few days the have kinda been flirting and today Brooklyn kissed him..." I said explaining the whole story to her.

The good thing about Ginge was that you could always talk to her and she would always be very supportive and trustworthy. After a long chat she had managed to convince me to tel Blair the truth about what had been going on the last couple weeks. I wasn't too bothered about him finishing out I was gay or bi ? Because he already excepted Randy. I was instead afraid of his reaction to him and Micky and how that had effected the band.

Blair was understanding about brook and I but I was right he was a dry about the impact of this in the band and the relationships within the band.

"Jack you, Brooklyn and Mikey need to sort this out or I'm not sure how much longer this is going to last..." he said worriedly.

I just nodded and left the room.

I'm going to go home tomorrow and try to sort this out. I love Brooklyn but if he loves Micky then I will just need to deal with that and move on.

I had finally found my love. And now he, the only good thing left in my life, has gone and I have nothing. He taught me to love. He taught me to accept my sexuality. He taught me house to be happy and now all of that was gone.