#3 STAY | k.nj

s e v e n t e e n

It can't be. She did not say anything to me, if she is pregnant. 

With my child. 

"No, it can't be." 

"I'm afraid, it is. She is indeed pregnant but loss the baby due to that accident." Gijae confirmed the report. 

"Do you think she knows about it? Her miscarriage?" Gijae shook his head, leaving the other two in shocked by the earlier statement. Without realising, I was hold my fist tight, making the end of the paper crumpled.

"I want to meet her, and I want you to look any information on her fiance. Something doesn't fit" I told them, before stnading up, getting ready to meet Lynnia. 

Hoseok stood up immediately, trying to hold me from going to meet her. "Patience Namjoon, think about it careful, what are you going to tell her, once you meet her?" 

"Of course, I would tell her everything, that we gathered today!" 

"Do you think she will believed you? You know how she looked at her fiance, all so lovingly. Who are you in her eyes now? Merely a stranger, no one in her life!" Taehyung firmly stated. My breath went heavily, trying to calm myself. 

"But--" 

"We all know you are trying to help her, but amnesia is not easy to deal with. What if her mental health gets deteriorated? At this point of her life, it is difficult to make a definite decisions. We need proof!" Hosoek added. 

"I will try to do my best, trying to gather anything I could find about this guy. Give me time." I nodded. Hosoek told him, to leave the three of us, and with that, he bowed slightly and went out of the office. 

"I guess you need to have your day off. I don't think you'll be able to continue to work in this state." Taehyung pleaded. "Go home." 

"I need a drink." Hoseok pressed his lips tightly, his eyes wandered to Taehyung. 

"Plain water, yes. Alcohol no!" Taehyung strictly informed. "Any alcohol, you'll be hearing from Jungkook or Seokjin." Hoseok went out of the office, while Taehyung stayed. 

"I know. I won't drink. I will be at home, sitting relaxing, trying to clear this messed up head." Hosoek re-entered the room. 

"I have informed your secretary to get your driver ready to bring you home. I believe Jimin and Jungkook will be at home."

True to my words, I am at home, laying on my bed, with my head resting on both of my arms, my eyes, staring at the ceiling. Thoughts after thoughts were playing in my head. 

If it is true, I am about to be a father. 

Lynnia's was pregnant with my child. 

My child is supposed to be almost two, and would have spoiled her or him by now. 

Seconds later, I felt warm liquids rolled down my cheek. I wiped the tears, chuckling. I sniffed at thought of me having to be a dad, living happily with my now supposed wife, Lynnia. 

My thoughts were cut off by the sound of the door knock. I sniffed and rubbed my face, to stop myself from crying. Jimin came in and called out for me. 

"Namjoon, asleep?" 

"Uh. No." I told him, while blinking my eyes, holding the tears. 

"There's someone came knocking the front door, and I believe you do wanted to see her." 

"Someone? Her?" He nodded. I told him to tell her I'll be there soon while I dashed off to the bathroom and get myself refreshed. 

Leaving the room, I sauntered to the living room, looking for the person who was waiting for me. I was surprised that I was greeted by the person I wanted to see the most, with puffy eyes and red nose. 

"Lynnia." I called her out, softly. 

"Namjoon." she whispered. 

"Why are you crying?" Jimin came bringing in glasses of orange juice, alongside Jungkook. Both of them seated down on the couch nearby. 

"I keep on having dreams at night."

"Dreams?" Jimin interrupted. 

"You. You came in my dreams, but it doesn't feel like a dream. It feels like, I been through all those moments. Those dreams, being part of my memories. There was a time when both of us, went to the amusement park, you wanted to ride the roller coaster, but--"

"You refused to. Instead, you ran off from me--" I continued. 

"Ran off from you, and went to the cotton candy store, and bought them." She finished my sentence. Tearing up, she looked into my eyes. 

"We always go and had dinner at our favourite place on every Friday, trying out the new menu and even the chef knew us personally. Chef Yang." Tears were falling on my cheeks. Jungkook and Jimin got up from the couch, leaving the two of us in the leaving room. 

"You remembered! It was not a dream, it is a part of you. A part of us!" I told her.

"I called you turtle, you called me diamond!" 

"Don't force yourself Lynnia. Think about your health. It's good enough that you remembered bits and pieces. Take your time." I told her. 

"I'm sorry." She began to cry and pull me, to hug me tightly. 

"Don't cry." I rubbed her back, soothing her. 

"Actually, I came running here, after breaking up with him." 

"No, why would you broke up with him, don't force yourself, until you are certain, that is it me, who you love the most." 

"I caught him cheating on me, with his secretary today. In fact, I caught him a few times already."