long way home // l.h.

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I ran for what seemed like forever, I was embarrassed and hurt and tried and felt unloved because I was unloved... by Luke. The only love I want at this moment is Luke's. Everything went so fast, I don't want to be in love, but I cant stop this feeling, every time I'm with him its something so different, its unexplainable the feeling I get when I'm with him. I guess everything just went to fast. god I'm so stupid.

I got lost in my thoughts for hours, It started raining and as I walked in the rain I felt a warm tear fall from my eye. I honestly don't know where I am, I walked more not caring about how soaked I am. I walked more and eventually found a park and sat on the swings. yes in the pouring rain. it felt good to just be alone and think. but what I was thinking about did not feel good.

I felt my phone buzz and I pulled it out of my pocket and saw Luke calling me. I contemplated picking it up, but decided not to. in scared of going back and seeing Luke, I could just quit and be done but then I would lose everything, my whole life would be gone and I would be back in that dreadful small town living with my parents tell I find a house and new job.