Namjoon's POV:
Hair. Check.
Clothes. Check.
Shoes. Check.
Flowers. Check.
Phone. Check.
Wallet. Check.
Again and again I run through it in my head, but something is still missing. Something. I have no idea what, but I know that I've forgotten something. Patting down my pockets I spin around, searching the room. Still nothing. After another five minutes of frantic attempts to remember, I give up. I guess I'll just have to find out later, maybe, if I'm lucky, it will be nothing at all. As I was to the door, somehow I'm even more nervous than before an awards show speech. What if I do something wrong, what if I'm dreaming and she never said that it was a date, just a meet up as friends.
Im almost out the door when Jin comes to the rescue.
"Namjoon, wait a second!"
He strides over an places a small box in my hands. The necklace. For a moment this only makes the anxiety worse, suddenly I'm now worried that I'm over doing it, that I'll scare her away.
"You'll be fine, Eunmi will love it. Also it's about time that you two finally did this!!!!"
With that he shoves me out the door and locks it behind me. With the option to turn back gone, I head down the stairs to my car waiting outside. The drive seems to go painfully slowly, just prolonging the agonising wait. I'm just hoping that when I see her I'll snap out of it. Finally I arrive, and with a deep breath I step out of the car, time to do this.
For a few moments I loiter by the door of the cinema (cliche date I know, but Jin said that she would love it), then out of the corner of my eye I spot her. In a dress as blue as her eyes she slowly walks in my direction. Our eyes meet for a second and I feel all the calm that I had managed to gather disappear. But instead of the panic I felt earlier it is replaced with excitement and anticipation. As she gets closer I can see a dusting of pink across her cheeks, above what is possibly the most adorable smile I have ever seen.
"Hey." Her soft voice wakes me from my trance, oh god I must look so stupid, standing here staring at her.
"Ah yeah.. Hey, how are you?" Wow Joon, really, good effort.
"I'm good, how about you?"
"Good, come on let's go in." Again, I want to slap myself. What on earth is my mouth doing!! I sound like a robot! You know what? I'm just not going to talk, ever again!
Quickly I grab her hand before I can second guess myself. It's so small wrapped in my own, I can't help but feel like I need to scoop her up into my arms. Resisting the urge, I lead her into the almost empty cinema. Aside from the two of us there is only the bare minimum of staff. It's still such a strange idea to me that I have to rent out the cinema just for a date, but I guess if the media caught wind of this... Just look what happened to Hyuna and E'dawn. I'm sure that ARMY would be understanding, it's just everyone else I have to worry about. Depressing thoughts aside, we grab some snacks before choosing seats in the middle of the theatre. I mean if we get the whole place to ourselves we may as well get the best seats.
As the movie plays I can barely pay attention. All that's on my mind is her, sitting right next to me. The more I try to ignore it the more drifts to her. I want to try and sneak a subtle glance, though knowing me I'll just stare and get caught and be a total mess. My cheeks are flushed, the heat in them growing as I only get more flustered. Quickly I look down away from temptation, away from possible ways to stuff this date up, only to be alerted to her hand, resting mere centermetres away from my own. With a deep breath I make my decision, I have to make a move at some point, so why not now?
Directing my attention back to the movie I stretch my arm out letting it come to rest conveniently across her shoulders. I feel her tense up for a second, worry shoots though me, did I mess up??? But then she leans into me and reaches her hand up to hold my own. I would like to say that this calmed my racing's heartbeat, but honestly it only made it worse.
The rest of the movie is spent in a mix of confusing feelings (and very little actually movie watching). On one hand the feeling of having her in my arms was comforting and amazing, so warm and soft. But then let's just say that my umm... pants had other thoughts on the matter. And on the other hand I was too scared to move, afraid that I would make her uncomfortable or scare her or something, kind of like when you have a cat asleep upon you lap and can't move until they wake. With all of this rolled up in my mind I was almost glad when it ended and time came to take her home. Almost.
Somehow on the car ride to her dorm I didn't manage to say anything stupid (something that I will be eternally grateful for). Finally we arrive, and I get out of the car to make my way around to her door. It's do or die time. Pulling open her door I offer a hand to help Eunmi out. Hand in hand we walk up to the door, on arrival, as smoothly as I can offer her the bouquet of flowers. Then, on a sudden whim I raise her hand to brush it against my lips.
"Um, it was really nice today... I'd like to do it again sometime, if you want?" It's taking all of my self control not to run away, you'd think that after a couple of hours I'd be less nervous...
"I'd love that." A shy smile crosses her mouth.
"Ok, I'll make it a date. Um, Goonight." Wow, now I'm sounding like Jin. Before I can make any other terrible puns I start to head back to the car.
"Joon?"
I turn around at the sound of her voice, startling a little when I find her right behind me.
"Yeah?"
The next thing I know, her lips make contact with my own, lingering for a brief second before she pulls away.
"Goodnight."
I'm too stunned to move as I watch her go, the heat from my lips spreading across my cheeks. I feel the corners of my mouth turning up into a grin. SHE KISSED ME!!!!! For a few moments longer I stand there, savouring the feeling, until I realise that I must look like I right dimwit, standing in the middle of a dark street with a love struck smile.
I get back into my car, and for the entire way home I can't wipe the grin of my face, if anything it only gets wider. It's only when I park and climb out of the dark that something manages to only slightly dampen my mood. For in my pocket there is I small box. And in that box...
The freaking necklace.
Author's note:
I'm hella mad about Cube kicking out Hyuna and E'dawn. They honestly did nothing wrong, they're both adults and should be able to date who they want. (Also they're a cute couple)
And as for Namjoon's actions in this chapter- I have always thought that despite his confidence and some certain songs (you know the one I mean) that he's the type to be a cute nervous wreck when it comes to dating, so that's how I wrote him here.
Question of the week:
Do any of you have any headcannons about the members?
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