Suicide

It's The Only Way

As tears fell from my face my breast feeling weak as I say she's gone ok and there's no way I can get her back she hates me I lost her and it's all my fault she's gone as Chris runs out of breath my tears keep falling saying it's the only way to not suffer this much pain it's better not being in reality as Chris finally pops would she want you to do this to yourself I cried YES! She dose not care anymore about what I do, my life or me she's gone as I slip my feet forward saying this is it those three empty words will never haunt me again and I won't suffer like this ever as my tears dropped down well I whisper Goodbye Ace I love you. As I tip myself over as Chris shouts don't do this your hurting yourself I said I know and that's why I have to leave nobody cares if I'm dead or alive they see me as the devil either way you don't even love me the way I loved you it's my time Chris goodbye as he shouts Noooooo!! As I fall almost to the bottom I feel Chris's hands and arms rapped around me as I gasp and then start crying I Can't...I....I... I can't live without her I don't belong here not without her nobody loves me you don't even love me you only love Emily as I step off grabbing my bag and running off in the woods not caring what would happen to me as I cried in a tree wishing Ace was still with me I just wanted her arms around me well I cried in her arms but she was not there as I looked over trying to find something to kill myself with I found a pocket knife as I grabbed it and was about to jab myself in the stomach with it I heard Chris again I yelled GIVE IT UP CHRIS THERE'S NO SAVING ME ANYMORE SHE IS GONE!!! As I listened to Shawn Mendes listening to In My Blood

As I put the knife right next to my heart about to stab myself as I cried ACE! I saw Chris grab the knife as I grabbed my stuff and ran to some random house on the 404 Plaza near Walmart as I breathe heavily saying he won't find me here at all as I saved the pocket knife saying it's time to stab myself GOODBYE ACE FOREVER IM GOING TO DIE NOW I HOPE YOUR HAPPY!!!.