I'm a Payne // n.h.

Chapter 11

Chapter 11

Alyssa's POV

I got back from the photo shoot in a great mood. I met a few of the other Angels, they were all really nice. They gave me some good advice about being nervous and I realized there really was nothing to be worried about. They boys being there probably helped though. I really appreciated Niall being there, especially him giving me a good luck hug before. He was being nice to me even though he probably hated me, and I mean who could blame him? I was a complete selfish bitch, I would do anything to go back and reverse what I did. 

When we got back to the house we all went our separate ways to take naps, after all we did wake up at 6. After a sudden burst of confidence, I walked to Niall's room, to apologize. I reached his doorway, I saw Niall sitting on his laptop, eating a bag of crisps. "Hey." I managed to mumble, before he looked up and smiled at me. 

"Hey yourself." He scooted over and patted on the empty space on the bed next to him, motioning for me to come sit next to him. I did as he wanted and started biting my nails nervously. "So what's up." I took a chip and bit on it nervously.

"I wanted to apologize, about that night. I was completely selfish, and I miss you." I let it all out. Niall dropped his chip, and turned to me. 

"Why? What was the real reason? Don't tell me the bullshit about Liam either." He sounded hurt, my stomach churned with the guilty feeling that had been sitting inside me for weeks. I grabbed my knees, and hugged them.

"I- I- It's j-just," I stuttered. "I've been living in Liam's shadow my whole life. I wanted to become my own person. This job I got I thought would be the end of it. I would be known as Alyssa Payne, Angel. Not as Liam Payne's sister. I got in deep thought that night about how being your girlfriend would just be another title for me to work myself out of. I like you a lot Niall, I really do. I was being selfish, and I regret everything I thought about that night. You probably hate me for that. So I'll just leave you alone. I understand if you don't want to talk to me anymore." I started getting up, tears falling out of my eyes, and walking out of the room. Niall's face was full of hurt, I thought I saw tears brimming in his eyes.

"Lyss, wait." He whispered. He looked me dead in the eye, getting out of the bed. 

"I appreciate you for telling the truth, even if it does hurt. Why does the titles matter though? Who gives two fucks if you're mine. I would do anything to call you mine. Especially today, I wanted to hold onto that hug until the world ended. I don't hate you, I'm upset, but I still like you." He pulled me in an embrace, our lips centimeters apart. "It's crazy, but I think I might just love you."

"I may just love you too, and about us moving to fast that was just another-" Niall's lips to mine interrupted my sentence. His hands were on my thighs, pulling me up, causing me to wrap my legs around his waist. His lips were sweet and tasted like his Nacho Cheese Doritos. We were both smiling into the kiss, as my hands trailed up and down his back. Our lips moved in sync with passion, and anger, but all in the name of love. We pulled away after what seemed like forever, but it was probably only a couple of minutes. 

"I've wanted to do that so bad the past few weeks." Niall breathed, millimeters away from my lips. My lips curled up in a small smile, and I embraced the moment. Niall sat back down on the bed, still carrying me, setting me down next to him. 

"I missed it." I admitted tracing his hand with mine. Our lips met again, my fingers immediately entangling in Niall's hair. 

"My eyes! My sweet innocent eyes!" Louis screamed. I pulled away in fear, Niall started laughing at me. 

"Get in here Louis! You scared the shit outta me!" I yelled, throwing a pillow at him. He caught it with one hand and smiled.

"What are friends for?" He chuckled and walked out of the room. I rested my head on Niall's shoulder, drifting off to sleep.

"Ay! You wanna do a twitcam?" Niall asked a little to loud, jolting me awake.

"Eh why not?" I replied groggily, rubbing my eyelids. Niall set it up, and I tweeted about it. About 10 minutes later it was up and running.

"Oh hey girl! The name's Alyssa, but don't wear it out!" Niall greeted everybody, mocking me.

"Hi guys, I'm Niall. I have a bigger appetite than The Hulk, Godzilla, and the entire country of England combined. Nandos is my life." I mocked Niall.

"Hey not the entire country! Maybe like 3/4 of it." He trailed off, stuffing a Dorito in his mouth while he was at it.

"Whatever you say Nialler." I smiled. "Let's get some would you rathers up in this beyotch!" A ton of comments came scrolling through, with a lot of funny ones.

"Okay Niall, would you rather write all the songs and not get to sing them, or write none and sing all of them yourself?" 

"Can't choose."

"You have too, choose."

"Fine, um. I would die then before I would choose." 

"You suck, find one and ask me one." I stuck my tongue out at him.

"Would you rather go on a date with Zayn, or myself?" He cheekily winked.

"You obviously, you didn't even have to ask that you cheeky little leprechaun." I poked his cheek. "Should we play some pranks on the boys while they're sleeping?" 

"Tweet us, and after we're done we'll do some of our favorites, one for each boy, but Louis may be awake, so maybe maybe not him." 

We continued on with the twitcam, explaining our day, giving shout outs, and Niall going on about the upcoming album. We danced along to some songs and got some great tweets about pranks for the boys. #prank1d was the top worldwide trend, for the hour and we were loving every second of it.

After narrowing down our choices we decided we were going to cover up every possible mirror zayn could use when he wakes up. For Liam, we were going to take every spoon in the house we could find, and hide them everywhere in his room, so he'll be finding them for months. Louis was the easist, we were going to fill all of Louis' shoes with carrots, and then for Harry, we were simply going to straighten his hair while he was sleeping.

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so hi, i hope you guys are liking the story so far! xxx

i redid this chapter like 5 times, and i'm finally happy with how it turned out.