Chapter ten : Try a little Confession

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Everything seemed to fade away for a moment , i was looking at him wondering from where these feelings of lust and hurt had came from, i have to say i wanted to be the reason why , but i didn't dare to believe it, he looked angry and ready to throw me to the other side of the street, i wasn't afraid, it's actually a king of trance, i have never felt it since my first boyfriend, Anthony. he made me feel as i was the only girl simply by a look from him or a touch, and me feeling this for Esteban was quite confusing, my first love story hadn't been easy, and i feared that from this moment everything would be complicated, No, i actually sensed it .

"What were you doing with him ? it's late ? " he said, finally breaking silence

"Um...I...In fact we, went for a date " 

 "how is that ? you don't even know him !! You should never see him again , i'm  not letting you " he declared 

right then i saw red, how dare he, tell me what to do plus he was with that whore ,"Not letting me ? you are in no position to tell me what to do, and you know what, go find you 'girlfriend', and never come near me again !!"i coldly said

"What you're jealous ? why haven't told me ? listen if you don't want to hear what i'm saying, listen to your brother, i'm sure that when he'll know , he will tell exactly the same thing,"

"Esteban, i'm not jealous okay ? be honest for once, and tell me why you don't want me to be with him, you don't know him, he actually is kind, cute and most he treats me right , he doesn't ignore me, nor hang out with the school's bitch not caring about my feelings, he should be the one i'm always thinking of -" I wasn't able to finish, when i realised that i was confessing to him !!! he kept looking at me, shocked for sure, i decided to leave and started running away when he caught, and in no time, his lips were on mine. It was a brief kiss, very smooth and so sweet, i didn't kiss him back at first , fearing what could come after it, but then i realised that i should just enjoy the instant , the present and forget about everything surrounding me, when we broke apart, he stared at me, silently, i felt kind of embarrassed, and kept my gaze away from his face, trying to look careless, but who could i fool ? after that kiss, why pretend ?

"I'm sorry about Melanie, i shouldn't have, but feeling these things for you that fast was freaking me out, so i just tried to occupy myself with someone else, so i couldn't have time to think of you, but whenever she kissed me, i thought about you, and feared that you would see me with her, i'm sorry, i now it's insane, and so cliche, but i'm not the emotional kind of guy, i was afraid of how fast things were going" he ran his hand in his hair ,"when i saw that guy with you the other day, i had taken the decision to just let things go and forget slightly about you, that was until, you got on that bike with him today...Yes i was jealous, i wanted to beat him up and just take you with me...I'm sorry" 

i was completely and utterly amazed by the way things were going, i was surprised for sure, but at the same time, it felt natural, like if it's really normal to be that way with him, then i decided to give it a try and reassure him about the situation, "God , it's so cheesy " he looked quite confused and surprised, i was joking, but i just liked teasing him, he smiled at me, and i told him " it's okay, stop apologising, you know yesterday, i didn't really mean to tell you, i'll finish that history project alone, you still need to help me" he suddenly bursted laughing and took me to a bone crushing hug. "Don't worry, you can get as lazy as you want, i'll do it all by myself ",

That was when i realised, he actually had just confessed to me ,Oh my god!!!!! i had to calm down, or may be tell him i like him too ? or may be should i leave it some time ?

"I...Um, i have something towards you too", i said shyly, God i really suck at this, 

but he looked happy. I can't believe how fast this had been, we met , he was in argentina then he came back , we hang out, we're friends, he likes me and i do like him back, i'm sure once Cassie will find out, she'll make it a public anouncement, and everyone will know, even Melanie, wait , Melanie ?

" but Esteban, what are you gonna do with Melanie, she's still your girlfriend, !!", 

" No, i had broken up with her" he answered

"Really ? when ?" I asked

" Um, when i saw you with the other guy, i wanted to follow you, but she wouldn't let me, so i just told her that we're done ,"

"And what did she say ? i'm sure she'll make my life at school , a living hell "

He frowned and told me, " do not worry, i'm here, i won't let her, she wasn't really serious and neither was i " he stated 

I just hoped, he was right, yes i was kind of known at school, not bullied but i still had hard times from time to time with someone, and i knew that Melanie, would make it a whole lot harder to deal with, i had actually taken her boyfriend away, and she will certainly make sure, i pay for it, i just hope it won't be rough...and with that Esteban and I sat on the chairs in our frontyard, talking about everything and anything, also making plans for our project, but not only ...

Tyler's POV :

I haven't found anything in the house, where should i go now ? where should i search ? 

May be she had left it in some family member's house, or may be ... 

would she leave it with her kids ? i know they're in another house now, in downtown chicago , may be , i could find it there , or should i see if she has any siblings who would lead to where she could have put the money ...

Anyway i had to find that money,  i had  gotten away with things before when the master went away with the treat against him from the CIA, but now he's here again , and all he wants is his money back.

For the millionth time, i cursed Angela, for doing what she had done years before, she had put her family in danger and me in great shit, now even though i don't want to hurt her kids, i'll probably have to, she had left me no other way ... 

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