Oceans Between Us

Chapter Twenty-Four: It's okay

Y/N's POV

You stood in S.T.A.R. Labs in your armour waiting for your friends to get ready so you could end Savitar's attacking once and for all.

"Are you guys ready yet?" You asked turning to friends. Wally shrugged and Barry mumbled 'I guess.'

You nodded. "Okay well remember, I'll distract him while you guys try to get him out of his suit-" You began but were cut off by Barry.

"Well we don't need to worry about getting him out of his suit, we have his suit here." He said. 

"What?" You asked confused. "Well he left it after he killed H.R. so I brought it back here and dropped it upstairs hidden behind a museum stand."

"A museum stand? And what if he took it? Or someone else took it?" You questioned. Barry shrugged and then sped upstairs, a moment later dropping the suit at your feet.

"What so he plans to fight without his suit?" You asked furrowing your eyebrows.

"I guess..." Barry said. You heaved a sigh.

"Change of plans guys, we can't attack him." Wally looked at you angrily.

"Why not? How else are we supposed to take him down? Need I remind you he locked me in the speed force for weeks, so I've kind of had an itch to punch him." 

"Look Wally, I get that you want to hurt him like he did you, but he's only human and we can't just be swinging punches at him if he's unprotected, one to many punches and that's it..." Barry said putting his hand on Wally's shoulder. Wally nodded.

"Then what's the new plan?" He asked. "I'm going to try to talk to him, I mean I'm the only one he'll listen to...I don't think I'll need anything, so you guys stay here." 

"But what if he hurts you?" Barry asked concerned. "He won't, I trust him." You said, setting out towards the grassy plain. 

----Time Skip----

You stood in the grass looking around awkwardly until you saw Savitar race over, blue lightning trailing behind him. He stood a few feet in front of you not moving or looking at you, only at the ground. 

"Savitar...Look at me." You said. He looked around uncomfortably and then met your eyes.

"I know what you did." You added. 

"I-I'm sorry..." He croaked out. "Sorry doesn't bring anyone back." Savitar's gaze fell to the ground and you took a step towards him.

"You killed my best friend trying to kill someone who I told you not to."

"I know, I wasn't thinking straight I just wanted you back." He said sadly.  You nodded and blinked away tears.

"You hurt me and yourself, but there's a way to turn all of this around." You began. Savitar looked up at you, cocking his head. 

"How?"

"Slowly. First you have to stop feeling guilty for everything you've done, you did it, it's in the past."

"But I can't, it's not that easy!" He shouted, slicing his hand through the air. "It is, if you just stop thinking about it!" You yelled back. You watched as Savitar fell to the ground on his knees and mumbled.

"I'm broken Y/N and I can't change that..." You smiled reassuringly and got down on your knees in front of him. You lifted his chin and brushed a stray hair out of his face.

"Then let me. Let me be the one to repair you and mend your wounds, I mean we are soulmates after all." You added smiling as you lifted your hand, showing your wrist. Savitar gave a weak smile.

"You're just willing to accept me after I killed someone you loved?"

"I mean it's not like I can shun you forever and I've already come to terms with his death. I know that what he did was right and I can't blame you for not knowing it was him...When I put myself in your shoes, I probably would have done the same if someone was holding you hostage, maybe not kill, but still." You said. He nodded.

"I loved H.R. like a best friend and I still do, but Savitar, my love for you is just as strong and it's not in a best friend way. I love you even through your imperfections and can't toss you aside for one mistake." You added smiling. His face brightened. 

"I love you too Y/N." You smirked and pulled him in for a hug, the embrace lasting longer than a couple of minutes. When you pulled back you kissed his scar. He smiled, eyes still closed.

"I'm sorry I hurt you..." You brushed your finger along his face and stood up, pulling him up too.

"Come on, let's go somewhere to talk." You said, pulling him with you.